you?â
I had. But the smell of food cooking makes my stomach rumble loud enough for us to both hear and I realize I havenât eaten since breakfast. Dinner sounds pretty good right about now. âCourse not,â I tell him, before gesturing vaguely in the direction of my room. âIâm just going to . . . wash up.â
In the darkness, my yellow room looks like itâs painted in black and white and shades of gray. I sink down on the edge of my mattress, grateful for the quiet. Itâs hard to believe itâs only been twenty-four hourssince I crossed back. I lie back on the bed and let my body settle into the softness. I wish it could pull me under.
Things arenât exactly on track. My plan to not see Abel? Fail. Plan to become an Edenite again? Double fail. Plan to reconnect with Izzy? Triple times a million fail.
Did I overreact with Iz? Was she right, that this is just the way things are? Is Kudzu a real alternative or just a bunch of deluded kids on a one-way street to being banished?
Kudzu. I stood Ling up today. I picture her confusion, then her anger. The scratch she gave me is still buried under my mattress. I wonder where the dead zone is. Maybe I should check.
I can tell sheâs sent me more than one of those holos because of the sound: a menagerie of beeps and chirrups. When I smooth it open, Iâm accosted by half a dozen baby animals. A feather-tailed squirrel races up my arm. An owl swoops around my head while a goofy-looking badger ambles onto my thigh, all talking to me at once.
âMeet behind the old filtration plant in Lakeside, thirteen-hundred hours.â
âWhere are you? Meet behind the old filtration plant.â
âTess, is something wrong?â
âItâs sixteen-hundred. Iâm leaving.â
And then, delivered from the same adorable blue-and-yellow baby bird Ling first used, the final message: âYouâll regret this.â
The holos all disappear, leaving me alone in the dark.
Youâll regret this
. Is it a threat? Is Kudzu coming after me? Or does she just mean my own conscience will punish me? Somehow, that prospect feels even worse.
âTess!â Abelâs voice floats up from downstairs.
Ling said this scratch was off-cycle. That means I can use it without being recorded. Even if I never see Kudzu again, I am still curious about Abel and Aevum. I donât even know what that word means.
Magnus
is Latin for âgreat;â the name of ancient kings, powerful dukes, and noble saints of the past. But
aevum?
I donât even know if itâs a real word.
I could enter the streams to find out.
âTess?â
âJust a minute!â I call back.
The gold scratch glows bright, ready for action. I take a deep breath. Then, in a quiet, clear voice, I open the streams. âShow me
aevum
.â
The streams burst into light around me, a dense but lovely webof objects and text and information. The holo of a smiling, neatly presented woman settles in front of me. Her tone is modulated and pleasant. â
Aevum
, Latin, meaning âageâ or âeverlasting time.â â As she speaks, separate bubbles appear to show me the word, spinning out into the meanings that continue to load. I catch unfamiliar words like
aeon
and
aeviternity
. âAncient philosophers believed the aevum was the temporal experience of angels and celestial beings,â the woman continues. âSocieties of the past believed that unlike God, who experienced time as infinite, and humankind, who experienced time as finite, the aevum was how angels experienced time and the world.â The woman continues to talk as the streams spin and whirl to show me angelsâsome rosy-cheeked cherubs who loll languidly, some tortured-looking men with eyes raised to their maker above.
Iâm not used to being in the streams off-cycle. If Iâd been on-cycle, Iâd already have dozens of people sharing this with
Elizabeth Reyes
Erin McCarthy, Kathy Love
Emma Nichols
Victoria Craven
Elen Caldecott
Sophie Jordan
Jillian Hart
Simon Cheshire
Stephanie Perry Moore
Hugh Pentecost