and you still canât throw it away? Have you at least talked to Jack about it? Have you even shown it to him?â Alyssa asked. âEr . . . I havenât had the chance.â âHavenât had the chance? Thatâs the excuse youâre going to use?â Alyssa quirked her already arching brow. Sheâd graduated top of her class from Yale Law School and could outdebate the President. âAnd how long have the two of you been dating?â âI wouldnât exactly call going on a couple of dinner dates with Jack as âdating.â He hasnât even invited me to his house. Of course, heâs been busy traveling with the President.â âBut he was with you late into the night last night?â âWe were at the hospital with Gordonâs wife. It wasnât the time or place to talk about murderous fathers.â âAre you going to see Jack today?â âI donât know.â Jack was scheduled to be on duty at the White House, although that didnât necessarily mean Iâd get to see him. âThis thing with your dad is obviously eating at you, Casey.â Alyssa waved her coffee mug like a magic wand. â Talk to Jack.â I wanted to talk to Jack about these things. Nothing reported in the newspaper article would surprise him. Heâd already read the extensive background check required for my security clearance. My fatherâs history must be in there. But what if he knew something about my father I wasnât ready to hear? Wasnât it better to pretend James Calhoun didnât exist? Thatâs what Iâd done for a quarter century, and my life had been good. Iâd been whole. I barely remembered the life Iâd lived before my grandmother Faye had rescued me. It wasnât until this past spring when Iâd found a dead body in Lafayette Square that the door to those repressed memories had been blown wide open. I started to fold the article back into a small square, but Alyssa snatched it out of my hands. She frowned as she read it for the first time. A fresh wave of panic hit me. Although Iâd told her about it, I hadnât let her read the article. âThis doesnât make sense.â She stabbed the brittle paper with the tip of her painted nail. âWasnât your family living under an assumed name at the time of your motherâs murder?â âYes,â came my strangled answer. I didnât want to go back to that time. Not with Alyssa. Not with anyone. âAnd didnât it take several years for officials to figure out who you really were and get you to your grandmother?â she pressed. I swallowed hard and then nodded. Iâd spent nearly two years in foster care, being shuttled from home to home, never really given an opportunity to grieve or heal. âSo why in the world would the newspaper report that James Calhoun killed his wife? How did the reporter know his name or that he was even your motherâs husband for that matter if the police didnât know it?â âPerhaps the policeââ âNo, something isnât right here. Something doesnât add up. You should have showed this to me sooner . . . or to Jack. Oh, I can tell by the look on your face youâre not going to talk to Jack about this.â She whipped out her cell phone with dizzying speed and punched speed dial. âBarry, sweetie. Did I wake you?â A wicked smile spread across her lips. âYeah, I liked that, too. But thatâs not why I called. I need a favor.â While Alyssa explained to what sounded like her current boy toy that she wanted him to run a trace on James Calhoun and how the police connected him to my motherâs murder so many years ago, I protested. Not that it made any difference. Once Alyssa gets an idea in her head, thereâs very little anyone can do to change it. I eased the article out from between her