is grownup stuff weâre talking here. I donât want any more nonsense from you! This is serious. If you canât act responsible and get your head together, forget it. Iâll deal with it myself!â
Patsyâs open mouth snapped shut. She shuddered and said meekly, âYouâre right, Nora. Iâm sorry. Iâll be good,â as if she was a small child again.
I had not expected Patsy to behave in this fashion. I was in shock. I was also, I realized with a pang, in control.
Nineteen
One thing about Baba, sheâs a good listener. She never interrupted once. Patsy did, a few times. Finally, after the third time, I just stopped talking and she got the idea and shut up. I told them everything, about me sitting in the dark, hearing the couch cushions sigh and having my hand taken and feeling a terrible cold creep up my arm. Even as I said these things, I thought, This is truly bizarre. They wonât believe me.
âShe was there,â I said. âI know she was.â
âHow long ago, Nora?â Patsy wanted to know.
âThe night I woke you up and asked you what the other reason was that Daddy wanted to marry The Tooth,â I said.
âYou dog,â Patsy said. âI wish youâd told me right then. You shouldâve told me. If itâd been me, I wouldâve told you.â
Baba only nodded now and then and made little clicking sounds a few times, but she didnât say a word.
She never once said, âOh, you must have imagined it, Nora.â Never once. She only said when Iâd finished, âOh, how I wish Iâd been there. How wonderful for you, Nora. Poor old Sam. I wish heâd been able to recognize that your mother had come back. It might make him feel better. Heâs on the horns of a dilemma. He knows you dislike Mrs. Ames and he wouldnât make you unhappy for anything in the world, but it is his life. Why not let him marry and be happy? Happi er , I should say. Sheâs not a monster, is she? Your mother would want him to be happy. We know that much. So why not let him get on with his life? You two are getting older by the minute. Before you know it, youâll be off and running in the world. Iâm not crazy about her either, but I say let Sam marry her and weâll make the best of it.â
âThatâs easy for you to say,â Patsy told Baba indignantly. âYou donât live in this house and we do. I donât care if Daddy gets married, I only want him to marry someone nice, someone we like. Someone who likes us.â
âLook at it this way,â Baba said. âImagine one of you bringing home a young man and telling your father this is the person you wanted to marry. And your father saying, âI donât care if you fall in love, I only want you to fall in love with someone I approve of and like, and I donât fancy this person of yours.ââ
Patsy looked shocked. âOh, Daddy would never do that,â she said.
âWhat makes you so sure?â Baba said. âWhat would be so different from him saying that and what you two are saying right now?â
Baba had a point. I was willing to recognize that, even though I didnât much like it.
âBut we are only children,â Patsy said. âWe donât know stuff about getting married to the right person and so on.â I knew that when Patsy fell into her âwe are only childrenâ routine, it meant she felt cornered and wanted to change the subject. If anyone else called us children, Patsy would most likely blow them away.
âSince when are people of twelve and thirteen children?â Baba said crossly. âThirteen is halfway to twenty-six. You consider yourselves grown-upâuntil youâre expected to act like grown-ups, and then you turn and run.â Baba shook her head. âIt wonât wash, kidlets,â she said.
âI donât know about you guys,â I said, âbut
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