the middle of the night. âPaul Drabbleâ had multiple names, each with a carefully curated online presence, so that when the ladies Googled their suitorsâas they always didâthey saw exactly what they wanted to see. Of course, he was not the friend of a friend of a friend. Or not in the real-world way. Heâd played a long game, setting up a fake Facebook page and pretending an interest in antique restoration furniture, which had gotten him accepted into a Facebook group run by a university friendâs husband. By the time he sent Frances a friend request, sheâd seen enough of his (intelligent, witty, concise) comments on her friendâs posts to believe him to be a real person in her extended circle.
Frances met up with one of the other women for coffee. The woman showed Frances pictures on her phone of the bedroom sheâd created for Ari, complete with Star Wars posters on the wall. The posters were actually a little young for Ariâhe wasnât into Star Wars âbut Frances kept that to herself.
The woman was in a far worse state than Frances. Frances ended up writing her a check to help her get back on her feet. Francesâs friends spluttered when they heard this. Yes, she gave more cash to yet another stranger, but for Frances it was a way of restoring her pride, taking back control, and fixing some of the trail of destruction left by that man. (She did think a thank you card from her fellow scam victim might have been nice, but one mustnât give only in expectation of thank you cards.)
After it was all over, Frances packed away the evidence of her stupidity in a file. All the printouts of emails where sheâd spilled her foolish heart. The cards that accompanied real flowers with fake sentiments. The handwritten letters. She went to shove the folder into her filing cabinet and a sheet of paper sliced open her thumb like the edge of a razor blade. Such a tiny trite injury and yet it hurt so much.
The therapistâs thumbs moved in small hard circles. A liquid warmth radiated across Francesâs lower back. She looked through the hole in themassage table at the floor. She could see the therapistâs sneakered feet. Someone had used a Sharpie to doodle flowers all over the white plastic toes of her shoes.
âI fell for an internet romance scam,â said Frances. She needed to talk. The therapist would just have to listen. âI lost a lot of money.â
The therapist said nothing, but at least she didnât order Frances to stop talking again. Her hands kept moving.
âI didnât care so much about the moneyâwell, I did , Iâd worked hard for that moneyâbut some people lose everything in these kinds of scams whereas I just lost ⦠my self-respect, I guess, and ⦠my innocence.â
She was babbling now, but she couldnât seem to stop. All she could hear was the therapistâs steady breathing.
âI guess Iâve always just assumed that people are who they say they are, and that ninety-nine percent of people are good people. Iâve lived in a bubble. Never been robbed. Never been mugged. Nobody has ever laid a hand on me.â
That wasnât strictly true. Her second husband hit her once. He cried. She didnât. They both knew the marriage was over in that moment. Poor Henry. He was a good man, but they brought out something terrible in each other, like allergic reactions.
Her mind wandered off down the road of her long and complicated relationship history. Sheâd shared her relationship history with âPaul Drabbleâ and heâd shared his. His had sounded so real. It must have had some truth to it? So says the novelist who makes up relationships for a living. Of course he could have fabricated his relationship history, you idiot .
She kept talking. Better to talk than to think.
âI honestly thought I was more in love with this man than any other man Iâd met in the
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