wonderful work you did a century ago.â
âTheyâll burn me! If nobody checks me out, theyâll burn me.â
I put my arm around her, and she pressed her face against my chest. We sat like that until three âbots came to clear the table and made us leave.
Arabella stepped away. âI got your shirt wet.â
I told her it would dry.
âI know. But it wonât be comfortable until it does. Will you take it off?â
I shook my head.
âYouâre afraid theyâll punish you. Weâre not supposed to do those things.â
âThey wouldnât do anything serious, just make me put it back on or bring me a new one. Butâ¦â
âWhat? What is it, Ern?â
âWeâll fight. Or Iâm afraid we will.â
âIâd like that. Fighting, I wouldnât be so down, just mad. Madâs a lot better. âGreat wit is unto madness near allied.â Who said that?â
âShakespeare probably. It sounds like him.â
âHeâs lucky.â It sounded serious.
âBecause he canât be recloned?â
Arabella nodded, her black curls dancing. âTheyâll burn me. Youâve been checked out how many times? Honestly now.â
âThree.â
âOnce for forty days. You said that.â
âI was lying. It was really ten days. One and a half weeks, if you want to look at it like that.â
âAnd now youâre separated. Youâve lost the woman who checked you out.â
I nodded. âShe left me behind in a hotel room.â
âThatâs not as bad as being burned. I canât bear to think about that.â
âThen donât. Someone will check you, probably several someones. And before they burn you, the library will offer you for sale at a very low price. Somebody will surely buy you then.â
âAnd have me burned as soon as I begin to show my age. Youâre not a woman! You donât know. We do!â
âThis is the fight I knew would start. I wish youâd come up onto my shelf, so we could fight up there. This is terribly public.â
Arabella hung her head. âTheyâd tell me I was going to be burned. Theyâd only mean it a little bit, but itâs a little bit more every time they say it. Oh, Ern! Canât you get me out of here?â
âIâll try. You probably know what Iâm going to tell you now, but Iâm going to tell you anyway. Maybe reminding you will help. The world population is down to about one billion, but a lot of people want it lower stillâa few hundred million. Reclones add to the population. Not a lot, but weâre different and stand out. Thereâs political pressure against recloning. To escape the pressure as much as possible, the libraries have to treat us like things, like books or tapes, and destroy us in some fashion when weâre no longer useful. Burning is painful, but quick. They could starve us to death or see to it that we died of thirst.â
âYouâre taking their side!â
âNo, Iâm explaining why they act as they do. If we want to live, weâve got to understand why it is they think weâve got to die. All right if I change the subject?â
âThat depends onâthe library will open in a minute or two.â
âAnd a âbot will come around to shoo us onto our shelves, but you wonât be shooed if youâll join me on mine.â
âI wonât!â
âThen Iâll join you on yours.â
âDamn it! IâI knew this was going to happen. Iâm terribly, terribly sorry that it happened so soon. Weâre not married anymore.â
âArabellaâ¦â I tried to find words. Maybe I said something sensible. If I did, I canât remember what it was.
âI know what you want, Ern. Our divorce is final, and youâre not going to get it.â She turned and walked away fast, heels clicking on the floor tiles.
I
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