it up and sold it for triple the price I had paid for it. I loved the whole reconstruction of it and helping make it a success for the new bar owner. I kept buying and reselling until eventually I was buying bigger and selling for way more," he says this very proudly. I decide not to ask more about his real Dad, I can see it's not something he wants to talk about.
"You're amazing, you really are. Now let's get down to the dirty—who's the girl who has made you hate women so much?" He looks into space but his features turn cold. Yup there's a story here.
"It's not as dramatic as you're going to like Miss Nosy Parker because I don't hate woman. I may have issues with trust because of this girl but not the commitment part—that's just how I feel and I'm trying to change it for you," he says tapping me on the nose.
"Yeah well I want to know. Please tell me about the girl anyway. What did she do to break your trust?"
"Fine, when I was eighteen I was in love with a girl. I really loved her and would have done pretty much anything for her. Thing was to my face she returned my love, but as soon as my back was turned she slept with half my football team. They, as well as her and her friends were all laughing at me. It was so bad I had to change schools. I've never felt that much humiliation in my life. I want to strangle them all. I kept thinking about what an idiot I was. I swore I'd never trust again. Can we leave it at that, you have me all talked out."
He's right though, he's answered so much and I know I'm being selfish making him dredge up his past. I just hope he doesn't ask me to talk because that's something I'm not ready to do.
I decide to have a nap while Taylor sends some emails so he can take the week off to spend with me.
When I wake it's dark. I must have slept for ages. I sit up and see my phone flashing with an incoming call.
"Hello?"
"Nessa! About damn time. Are you ok, do you want me come kick his ass and take you back?"
"I'm sorry, I was asleep and no I'm fine."
"What's going on with you two?"
"I don't know. He wants us to give it a shot at being in an actual relationship. I'm scared Stacey."
"Do you love him Nessa?" she asks.
"What, no. I don't know. I'm still trying to figure all this out." Could I love him this soon?
"Well I'll let you do that, just keep in contact regularly and I won't come over and beat him. If you want to talk I'm here. Oh and Ray says your dead for blowing his visit. He misses you so we are doing lunch on Wednesday, ok".
"Deal and thanks."
"No problem bitch. Love you. Get loads of rest." I laugh. God I miss her already.
"Will do. Love you too."
I hang up and put my phone down. I go in search for Taylor and food. I find him making calls on the sofa. When he sees me he hangs up. He's showered and changed and only wearing sweatpants low on his waist. And just like that I'm wet… This is not going to be easy.
"Stop looking at me like that Nessa. I'm holding back as much as I can here," he growls. Why is he holding back? Actually, I want him to fuck me.
"Why? I'm grand you don't have to hold back," I say sweetly but it doesn't work.
"No, you're only out of hospital a day. You're supposed to take it easy."
Well poop. "Fine," I sulk.
"Come on babe, please just let me hold you tonight and tomorrow if you rest well we can have some fun." His voice is deep and strained. I can tell he really wants it now but he's being good the stupid man.
Fuck. I'm so sexually frustrated with his damn v, and his damn muscles, and his dam tattoos on display —he is not helping my frustration at all. "Fine but you need to put a top on and feed me."
He bursts out laughing. "I'm sure I can arrange that," he says still laughing. The prick.
"You better," I mutter and he walks off laughing louder. When he arrives back a few minutes later he has a t-shirt on and menus in his hand.
"What do you fancy?" Everything, I want to say but settle for plain out burger and chips. Once he orders we sit
"You're amazing, you really are. Now let's get down to the dirty—who's the girl who has made you hate women so much?" He looks into space but his features turn cold. Yup there's a story here.
"It's not as dramatic as you're going to like Miss Nosy Parker because I don't hate woman. I may have issues with trust because of this girl but not the commitment part—that's just how I feel and I'm trying to change it for you," he says tapping me on the nose.
"Yeah well I want to know. Please tell me about the girl anyway. What did she do to break your trust?"
"Fine, when I was eighteen I was in love with a girl. I really loved her and would have done pretty much anything for her. Thing was to my face she returned my love, but as soon as my back was turned she slept with half my football team. They, as well as her and her friends were all laughing at me. It was so bad I had to change schools. I've never felt that much humiliation in my life. I want to strangle them all. I kept thinking about what an idiot I was. I swore I'd never trust again. Can we leave it at that, you have me all talked out."
He's right though, he's answered so much and I know I'm being selfish making him dredge up his past. I just hope he doesn't ask me to talk because that's something I'm not ready to do.
I decide to have a nap while Taylor sends some emails so he can take the week off to spend with me.
When I wake it's dark. I must have slept for ages. I sit up and see my phone flashing with an incoming call.
"Hello?"
"Nessa! About damn time. Are you ok, do you want me come kick his ass and take you back?"
"I'm sorry, I was asleep and no I'm fine."
"What's going on with you two?"
"I don't know. He wants us to give it a shot at being in an actual relationship. I'm scared Stacey."
"Do you love him Nessa?" she asks.
"What, no. I don't know. I'm still trying to figure all this out." Could I love him this soon?
"Well I'll let you do that, just keep in contact regularly and I won't come over and beat him. If you want to talk I'm here. Oh and Ray says your dead for blowing his visit. He misses you so we are doing lunch on Wednesday, ok".
"Deal and thanks."
"No problem bitch. Love you. Get loads of rest." I laugh. God I miss her already.
"Will do. Love you too."
I hang up and put my phone down. I go in search for Taylor and food. I find him making calls on the sofa. When he sees me he hangs up. He's showered and changed and only wearing sweatpants low on his waist. And just like that I'm wet… This is not going to be easy.
"Stop looking at me like that Nessa. I'm holding back as much as I can here," he growls. Why is he holding back? Actually, I want him to fuck me.
"Why? I'm grand you don't have to hold back," I say sweetly but it doesn't work.
"No, you're only out of hospital a day. You're supposed to take it easy."
Well poop. "Fine," I sulk.
"Come on babe, please just let me hold you tonight and tomorrow if you rest well we can have some fun." His voice is deep and strained. I can tell he really wants it now but he's being good the stupid man.
Fuck. I'm so sexually frustrated with his damn v, and his damn muscles, and his dam tattoos on display —he is not helping my frustration at all. "Fine but you need to put a top on and feed me."
He bursts out laughing. "I'm sure I can arrange that," he says still laughing. The prick.
"You better," I mutter and he walks off laughing louder. When he arrives back a few minutes later he has a t-shirt on and menus in his hand.
"What do you fancy?" Everything, I want to say but settle for plain out burger and chips. Once he orders we sit
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