Mockingbird Wish Me Luck

Mockingbird Wish Me Luck by Charles Bukowski

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a day at the oak tree meet
     
     
    Filet’s Rule, the 12 horse around 12 to one,
    that was the first race, they had a different
    janitor in the men’s room, and I didn’t have the
    2nd race either, Bold Courage, around 19 to one,
    my Kentucky Lark got a dead ride from the boy
    who stood up in the saddle all the way, which is
    hardly a way to ride a 2 to one shot, and I
    got a roast beef sandwich for $1.10, if you’re going
    to go broke you might as well eat well, and in the
    3rd Grandby had to pull up to avoid Factional who
    came over on him, the stewards argued for 15
    minutes before allowing it to stand, and there I was
    52 dollars down and the mountains were dry,
    life was hardly worthwhile, and in the 4th, Aberion
    Bob I think was the play but I went to Misty Repose
    who got locked in the one hole at 6 furlongs and had
    nothing left when he swung out. A. Bob won handily and
    I was 67 dollars down, the coffee was a quarter and
    the coffee girl looked like an x-prostitute, which
    she probably wasn’t, and then in the 5th, Christie’s
    Star took it at thirteen to one and I was 3rd, I think
    with Bold Street, I can’t beat those maiden races, and
    I was 77 dollars down and bought a hot dog which cost
    50 cents and was gone in 2 bites, and then I had to
    go 20 win on Nearbrook, which won by 6 or 7 lengths
    but at 4 to 5, so I am still 65 dollars down and the
    mountains are still dry, but nobody is talking to me
    or bothering me, there’s a chance. I put 15 win on
    Moving Express and 5 win on Choctaw Charlie and C.C.
    comes in at eight to one, and then I am only 37 dollars
    down, and we have the 8th race, Manta at 3 to 5
    was a rather obvious bet, I looked for something to beat
    her and came up with Hollywood Gossip. Manta went
    on by, but I had been afraid of that and had only gone
    5 win, I was 42 dollars down with one race to go, and
    I put 20 win on Vesperal and ten win on Cedar Cross,
    and Cedar Cross ran dead and Vesperal went wire to
    wire, so that was 72 down before the race, and
    you take the 84 dollar pay off and you’ve got 12 dollars
    profit. There you go: behind for 8 races, winner in
    the 9th. Nothing big, but bankroll intact. This comes,
    my friends, out of years of training. There are thorough-
    bred horses and thoroughbred bettors. What you do is
    stay with your plays and let them come to you. Loving
    a woman is the same way, or loving life. You’ve
    got to work a bit for it. In a day or 2 I’ll go again
    and get off better. You’ll see me that night having a
    quiet drink at the track bar as the losers run for the
    parking lot. Don’t talk to me or bother me and I won’t
    bother you. All right?
     

rain
     
     
    a symphony orchestra.
    there is a thunderstorm,
    they are playing a Wagner overture
    and the people leave their seats under the trees
    and run inside to the pavilion
    the women giggling, the men pretending calm,
    wet cigarettes being thrown away,
    Wagner plays on, and then they are all under the
    pavilion. the birds even come in from the trees
    and enter the pavilion and then it is the Hungarian
    Rhapsody #2 by Lizst, and it still rains, but look,
    one man sits alone in the rain
    listening. the audience notices him. they turn
    and look. the orchestra goes about its
    business. the man sits in the night in the rain,
    listening. there is something wrong with him,
    isn’t there?
    he came to hear the
    music.
     

the colored birds
     
     
    it is a highrise apt. next door
    and he beats her at night and she screams and nobody stops it
    and I see her the next day
    standing in the driveway with curlers in her hair
    and she has her huge buttocks jammed into black
    slacks and she says, standing in the sun,
    “god damn it, 24 hours a day in this place, I never go anywhere!”
     
 
    then he comes out, proud, the little matador,
    a pail of shit, his belly hanging over his bathing trunks—
    he might have been a handsome man once, might have,
    now they both stand there and he says,
    “I think I’m

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