love my brother and Rosa dearly, but that day I was wondering how I could tell them that I wanted my own life.â
William frowned. âAre you not free, then?â
âOf course I am. Philip couldnât be more liberal in his attitude to what I do, and where I go. But I am no longer as necessary to Shearings as I once was. Rosa runs it superbly. And Iâ¦I have too much time on my hands. No, I love them both dearly, but I want to have, to create, an establishment of my ownâ¦â William started to say something, but she interrupted him. âI know. Most women find an establishment of their own through marriage. Isnât that what you were about to say?â
âMore or less,â said William. âItâs the conventional thing to do. Did you manage to tell them about your feelings?â
Emily sighed. âWhen I told Rosa she was horrified. And deeply hurt. I havenât even tried to tell Philip, though I suspect Rosa has mentioned it to him. And then she set to work to find me a husband. I canât tell you how many âsuitable menâ she has paraded before me since then, all sizes and all ages.â She gave him a straight look. âYou are her latest.â
William laughed out loud. âAnd you are refreshingly candid! How do I measure up to the others?â
Emily grinned. âWell, youâre under sixty, and youhave the use of both legs, and from what Iâve seen, all of your hairâ¦â
William, still laughing, cried, âStop, Iâve heard enough! Such flattery is bad for me.â
âBut donât be alarmed. I fully intend to carry out my own plans, as soon as Rosa and Philip come to terms with the thought.â
âAnd they are?â
âTo find a suitable house with plenty of grounds, not too far away from Shearings and to settle there. Then I would run my own house hold and create the loveliest gardens in the county.â
âItâs an intriguing idea, but not at all conventional. I can see why your sister-in-law finds it hard to understand. But does this mean you wonât have time to work on plans for Charlwood?â
âI think it might be years before I manage to convince my loving brother and his wife that I could be happy living alone,â she said with a sigh. âI donât want to hurt them. And if we donât rejoin them soon, they will surely wonder what has happened to us.â
âThen we shall walk a little faster.â They quickened their pace. â Will you think of plans for Charlwoodâs gardens?â
She threw him an amused glance. âYou know very well that I couldnât resist that. You are counting on it. Yes, Iâd like to do some plans for themâsuch an opportunity is unlikely to come my way again.â
âNot counting on it exactly, but hoping you would. I am very glad youâve agreed to.â
While they were still just out of earshot Emily said, âI think I can trust you not to mention my other plans? The situation is still a delicate one.â
âOf course. You may trust me in anything, MissWinbolt.â She looked at him, startled, but he did not add to it.
They joined Philip and Rosa and walked back down the drive to the Dower House, where they enjoyed refreshments prepared by Mrs Lilley. Then, after thanking their host, they drove off.
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William was unusually silent that evening. His mind was busy with ideas and speculation. Emily Winboltâs plans for her future were unusual to say the least. In spite of what she had said, could there perhaps be a better, more conventional solution for her problem, one which might help to solve his own?
Chapter Six
I n fact, William was so silent that evening that Lady Deardon asked him what was wrong. âI hope youâre not feeling ill. Maria Fenton visited this afternoon and was quite disappointed that you werenât here. I invited her to call tomorrow.â
Sir Reginald grunted,
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