can't be nothing; you can fool anyone else but not me. I've known you my
whole life. There is something going on with you, and it's anything but nothing."
"I said it's nothing."
Ian huffed and lay back on the grass. "Okay, I'm gonna bug the shit out of you the rest
of the day until you talk."
I knew Ian very well, and if he wanted to know something, he'd never stop trying until
he figured it out.
I sighed.
"Spill the beans, Smith."
"It's about a girl!"
"Okay, you got me interested." He sat up and faced me, and I rolled my eyes at him.
"So, what about her? Who is she? How long? Spill!"
I didn't know what to tell him. No matter how strong our friendship was, I still couldn't
tell him that that 'girl' was my sister. I could never say that. "I don't know, Ian …"
"Dude! You gotta tell me what is it, maybe I can help. I'm the expert here." He winked,
and I rolled my eyes at him again.
"I want this girl so much, and— God —she’s the last girl in the whole world I could ever
have. I can't have her ever. Not in a million years. And, it's just so frustrating, Ian… I don't
know what I can do to get her out of my mind."
"Who is she?"
"If you want me to continue this conversation, don't ask that again!"
"Hmm… Okay." He looked thoughtful for a second. "Why can't you have her? Is she
taken? Oh, my God! Is it Julia? Sandra?"
"What? Hell no! They’re like sisters to me!"
Okay, maybe not like " sisters, " since that kind of bond didn't stop me from lusting after mine. But,
eh… What I mean is that I could never see them that way; they were off the list.
"Phew! That's good! You scared me there for a second, man." He shoved my shoulder
playfully.
If you only knew…
"So? Does she want you, too? Has she done something to let you know she has feelings
for you? Does she like you at least?"
"Ah! She likes me, all right. I know she wants me too, but it's just not right—we can't ."
"Adrian, I'm really lost here. Why can't you be together? I mean, any girl in the world
would love to be with you; you're smart and have the looks and all that shit. I'd do you if I
was into men." He chuckled. I smiled at his stupid comment and shook my head.
"We just can't."
"Dude! Is that rumor about you true then?"
"What rumor?" I asked, confused.
"That you're gay? Is that why you haven't dated until now—even though half the girls in
the school are drooling over your ass?"
I looked at him in shock and disbelief. Were they really saying that about me? They
thought that I was gay?
A small smile formed on the corner of his lips, then he started laughing so hard, you'd
think he was going to choke to death. "Dick," I muttered, throwing the butt of my cigarette
as far away as I could.
"That's not healthy," Ian commented, and I flipped him off.
"Hey, the boys are coming, we'll finish this later, okay?" he said.
"Whatever."
"What are you talking about, assholes?" Sean asked as he sat down beside us on the
grass along with Elliot.
"Nothing," I said.
"C'mon, Adri boy, tell me what's going on with you?"
Why does everybody care so much al of a sudden? Fucking leave me alone!
" I said nothing ," I repeated through clenched teeth. "I'm fine." I laid back on the grass
and folded my arms behind me, then rested my head on them, closing my eyes.
"I think I know what's going on with him," Elliot said.
"Yeah?" Ian asked.
"Yeah! Adri here has been beating his meat too many times the last couple of years
since he can't find a pussy to wet his dick. I'm telling you, his dick has started to fall off,
that's why he's so off ," Elliot explained.
"Shut up, bitch!" I said without opening my eyes as they chuckled .
"Oh my God! Is that true, Adri? Are you going blind, too?" Sean asked. I felt his voice
closer and louder. When I opened my eyes, I saw him hovering on top of me. "How many
fingers am I holding up?" he asked as he showed me his middle finger.
"Asshole!" I kicked him in the stomach with my foot, causing him to
whole life. There is something going on with you, and it's anything but nothing."
"I said it's nothing."
Ian huffed and lay back on the grass. "Okay, I'm gonna bug the shit out of you the rest
of the day until you talk."
I knew Ian very well, and if he wanted to know something, he'd never stop trying until
he figured it out.
I sighed.
"Spill the beans, Smith."
"It's about a girl!"
"Okay, you got me interested." He sat up and faced me, and I rolled my eyes at him.
"So, what about her? Who is she? How long? Spill!"
I didn't know what to tell him. No matter how strong our friendship was, I still couldn't
tell him that that 'girl' was my sister. I could never say that. "I don't know, Ian …"
"Dude! You gotta tell me what is it, maybe I can help. I'm the expert here." He winked,
and I rolled my eyes at him again.
"I want this girl so much, and— God —she’s the last girl in the whole world I could ever
have. I can't have her ever. Not in a million years. And, it's just so frustrating, Ian… I don't
know what I can do to get her out of my mind."
"Who is she?"
"If you want me to continue this conversation, don't ask that again!"
"Hmm… Okay." He looked thoughtful for a second. "Why can't you have her? Is she
taken? Oh, my God! Is it Julia? Sandra?"
"What? Hell no! They’re like sisters to me!"
Okay, maybe not like " sisters, " since that kind of bond didn't stop me from lusting after mine. But,
eh… What I mean is that I could never see them that way; they were off the list.
"Phew! That's good! You scared me there for a second, man." He shoved my shoulder
playfully.
If you only knew…
"So? Does she want you, too? Has she done something to let you know she has feelings
for you? Does she like you at least?"
"Ah! She likes me, all right. I know she wants me too, but it's just not right—we can't ."
"Adrian, I'm really lost here. Why can't you be together? I mean, any girl in the world
would love to be with you; you're smart and have the looks and all that shit. I'd do you if I
was into men." He chuckled. I smiled at his stupid comment and shook my head.
"We just can't."
"Dude! Is that rumor about you true then?"
"What rumor?" I asked, confused.
"That you're gay? Is that why you haven't dated until now—even though half the girls in
the school are drooling over your ass?"
I looked at him in shock and disbelief. Were they really saying that about me? They
thought that I was gay?
A small smile formed on the corner of his lips, then he started laughing so hard, you'd
think he was going to choke to death. "Dick," I muttered, throwing the butt of my cigarette
as far away as I could.
"That's not healthy," Ian commented, and I flipped him off.
"Hey, the boys are coming, we'll finish this later, okay?" he said.
"Whatever."
"What are you talking about, assholes?" Sean asked as he sat down beside us on the
grass along with Elliot.
"Nothing," I said.
"C'mon, Adri boy, tell me what's going on with you?"
Why does everybody care so much al of a sudden? Fucking leave me alone!
" I said nothing ," I repeated through clenched teeth. "I'm fine." I laid back on the grass
and folded my arms behind me, then rested my head on them, closing my eyes.
"I think I know what's going on with him," Elliot said.
"Yeah?" Ian asked.
"Yeah! Adri here has been beating his meat too many times the last couple of years
since he can't find a pussy to wet his dick. I'm telling you, his dick has started to fall off,
that's why he's so off ," Elliot explained.
"Shut up, bitch!" I said without opening my eyes as they chuckled .
"Oh my God! Is that true, Adri? Are you going blind, too?" Sean asked. I felt his voice
closer and louder. When I opened my eyes, I saw him hovering on top of me. "How many
fingers am I holding up?" he asked as he showed me his middle finger.
"Asshole!" I kicked him in the stomach with my foot, causing him to
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