false.â Mullich stood.
It was difficult for her to remain relaxed against the wall.
âYour action betrays you. You hurried down here to see, to prove something. To yourself. Then to Claiborne, whom you respect.â
âTo prove what?â She tightened her arms about herself.
âSomething you know. You moved like someone who knows.â
âI donât feel like that,â she said. âLike someone who knows anything.â
âCome back to the lab. Letâs see.â
âClaiborneâs?â
âHe wonât be there.â Mullich checked his tablet. âYes. Heâs up with Thorpe.â
She eyed the tablet. He brushed it.
âSilvaâs there. Thatâs all.â
âSheâll have orders,â said Mendenhall.
Mullich put away his laser pen and raised his card. âI have this.â
âThen you go in first,â she told him. âSet things up for me, let me in. That will be most efficient. I need to make an appearance on my floor. I donât want to look like a runaway.â
23.
The building continued to shift. Arriving from the subbasement, Mendenhall sensed a gathering and sliding of weight in the important floors above, the strides of those assuming charge and knowledge. Others, she imagined, lingered close to doors and windows, false exits. Her own floor was escaping her. Her nine patients appeared pushed aside, separated now by a blank slot along the wall. They didnât look at her as she passed them, did not offer that expression of salvation reserved for the doctor. At the nursesâ
station, two dressed in ID purple had sequestered counter space.
Both were focused on their notebook screens.
Mendenhall slipped into her cubicle. Someone, probably Pao Pao, had left her an orange juice. She drank it, felt the physical need rush through her. It was proper medicine to treat the Meeks case as evidence for further containment. She knew this, but she did not feel it. She was beginning to fear she couldnât trust her instincts, wondered how much they were skewed by what she sensed from the floors above and what might be happening outside.
On her screen, she entered the trauma forum and started a discussion thread for the five cases. She usually enjoyed this part of her profession. Rarely did ER specialists get to partake of such deliberation and exchange. Even in a worldwide exchange, their cases almost never lasted long enough for true discussion, ending in demise or reassignment to the real specialists.
She kept her information blunt and scientific, using Claiborneâs summations, reserving her doubts. She merely asked for similarities.
She knew Thorpeâone of his techs anywayâwould monitor this exchange. She liked to imagine that her mentor checked them. She used that for control.
Within the moment it took her to rest her eyes on the bay, the Thorpe tech added corrections and extensions. Good wishes and promises came from ERs in Calcutta and Dublin. Then one more from Montreal, who had heard.
What usually emerged from these forums were strange ways that people died or didnât die. Patients hauled from the bottom of frozen rivers who were revived after several hours, unharmed, relating dreamy visions of the underside of the ice. Or the Phineas Gages of the world, those who staggered from death, dazed, changed, alive.
24 .
Mullich let her into Pathology. Claiborne was not there. Silva stood facing the far wall, the screens showing the hollow body outlines above her. There was already one for Meeks, showing the same trauma pattern, his passing through the left torso, the upper lobe of the lung and shoulder muscles. All five body patterns were gridded, set in sublimate position, arms and legs slightly spread, hands turned and open. She thought of the Da Vinci sketches. Silva said nothing, did not acknowledge Mendenhallâs arrival.
Mullich stood before the adjacent wall, his screens showing floor and
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