the filmâs no good without the camera. You got to have a special camera, and I guess there ainât but half a dozen anywhere. Well, how about it, sonny? You got five bucksâ worth?â
âWas it worth five dollars?â Sally asked him when they got outside.
âYou bet your life.â
âBut why? I do think itâs extraordinary, but the sight of two men beating each other to death â I could live without that.â
âNo, thatâs nothing. I donât give a damn about the fight. Itâs the camera and the projector. Canât you see, itâs the beginning of something that never existed before.â
âItâs just a trick, Max. Weâve always had the magic lantern. This is a magic lantern that moves, thatâs all.â
âYeah, thatâs all it is.â
âWhere are you?â she asked him as he turned east down the street. âYouâre going the wrong way.â
âOh?â
âMax, whatâs come over you?â
âI donât know ââ
âYou got to be crazy,â Bert said to Max. âYou got a brain in your head, youâll leave it alone.â
âItâs my sister.â
âSo itâs your sister. So itâs the queen of England. Itâs the nature of a broad to get knocked up. Whereâs it get you to beat him up?â
âHe learns. Itâs the only way.â
âThere are times,â Bert said, âwhen you show a nasty streak.â
âThatâs the way I feel.â
âYou could make him marry her.â
âI need that. I got her on my back, I donât need two of them. Anyway, she says sheâd kill herself first.â
His name was Joe Greenthal. Max got his name out of her by the simple process of threatening to turn his back on her if she tried to protect the boy or cover up for him, and then he went down to the corner outside the candy store on Pike Street and he asked around for a boy called Joe Greenthal. Compassion was not something Max had a large store of, but he almost felt sorry for this kid called Joe Greenthal, who was pudgy and had a round face and soft brown cow-eyes, and he might have walked away from it had he not spelled out his position to Bert. In all truth, what he had spelled out was only what he could articulate: the complex of pride, of family honor, of his own male macho, of his feelings about the stupidity and witlessness of the rest of his family with only himself to put some stamp of worth and importance upon them â these things he could not put into words.
Nevertheless, they drove him to acts hardly basic to him. He had a deep inner disgust of violence that was almost genetic and certainly tribal and cultural, but he told the boy, Joe Greenthal, that he had to talk to him, alone, concerning Freida, walking him away from the candy store toward the river.
The boy was frightened. âGeez,â he whimpered, âI didnât know it was going to happen. I didnât mean anything bad. I like Freida.â
âThatâs why you knocked her up? Because you like her?â
âI didnât know it was going to happen, I swear I didnât.â
âSo what do you think? The stork does it, right? So Iâm going to teach you different. Iâm going to teach you there ainât no stork, just snotty little shits like you.â And with that, Max drove a fist into his belly. When the boy doubled over, Max brought up his knee and laid him flat on his back. He lay on the pavement, doubled up, whimpering with pain, and Max shouted at him, âStay away from her, you little son of a bitch, or Iâll come back and break both your arms.â
The next day Freida said to him, âYouâre a crazy lunatic. You knocked out two teeth from Joey. I hate you. Iâll always hate you.â
âSo you hate me. He has to learn. He learns. You learn.â
But Max hated himself, which was also a new
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