absolutely no ! He told me I was being silly and selfish. And then he leftâstormed out of the house right in the middle of the fight. He just walked out the door, got in his truck, and went down to Fishermenâs Terminal to spend the night. Thatâs whatâs so unfair about it. Men can do that, you know. They can leave. Women canât. Somebody has to stay behind to take care of things. I had to stay here with Mother. Iâve had to do that my whole life.â
Else Gebhardtâs blue eyes suddenly brimmed with tears. âI feel so awful. I loved him. And Iâm sorry heâs dead. And I donât know what Iâll do without him, but Iâm mad at him, too, dammit! Because he got away, and he left me holding the bag. And because he didnât even bother to kiss me good-bye.â
Just then a door opened at the top of the stairs. âElse?â a womanâs voice called. âPhone.â
âI canât talk to anyone right now,â Else managed, choking down a sob. âTell them Iâll call back.â
âItâs Kari.â
âOh, of course,â Else said, wiping the tears from her face and lurching to her feet. âKari. Tell her Iâll be right there. Youâll excuse me?â
Sue and I nodded in unison. After Else left, I looked down at the notebook on the countertop in front of me. The page was blank.
âAll this stream-of-consciousness stuff isnât getting us anywhere, is it?â
âNot really,â Sue agreed. âBut thereâs one thing Iâm curious about.â
âWhatâs that?â
âWhy does she keep calling you BoBo?â
I didnât much want to discuss it, but I figured Iâd be better off getting it out of the way once and for all.
âItâs from back in the old days,â I answered shortly. âBack when dinosaurs roamed the earth. Itâs a nickname that dates from Ballard High School Beaver days, when the cheerleading squad used to give pet names to all the athletes.â
âYou two knew one another back then?â
âAs well as a lowly sophomore ever knows the senior movers and shakers. You know how that goes. Else and Alan Torvoldsen were a real item back then.â
âThatâs the guy she was going to marry? The one who knocked her up? Isnât he the same one Watty wants us to see later today?â
âThatâs right. In case you hadnât noticed, Ballardâs really a small town stuck in the middle of a big city.â
Sue Danielson nodded. âIâm beginning to figure that out,â she said.
I got up and prowled around Gunter Gebhardtâs compulsively clean workshop. Stored in one cupboard I found the collection of carefully crafted plaster molds he had used to create his army of lead soldiers. I also found the collection of paints and delicate brushes and files he must have used to do the finish work on the soldiers once they came out of the molds. Painstakingly making those soldiers must have been the sole creative outlet for a man with considerable artistic talent and capability.
The door at the top of the stairs opened, and the stairs creaked under the weight of heavy footsteps. Soon Else Gebhardt appeared from behind the partition at the bottom of the stairs. She was still crying, but she was smiling through the tears.
âKariâs coming down from Bellingham. Michaelâs bringing her down. Theyâll be here early this evening. I can hardly believe it.â As far as I could see, it seemed reasonable that a daughter faced with news of her fatherâs death would show up to help her mother. âWhat makes that so hard to believe?â I asked.
âYou donât understand,â Else replied. âThe last time Gunter and I saw Kari was the night of her high school graduation. She cut us deadârefused to speak to either one of us. I thought it would break her fatherâs heart.â
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