in forsuch a tight squeeze. âWhat are you doing here?â I asked his shoulder, since that was what my face was mashed into.
âLooking for you,â he said, giving me a super-cheesy wink. âNo, really, Iâm just stopping though on my back from Sydney, hanging with Patch, but I didnât know I was going to going to have the pleasure of buying the most beautiful of all the Floods a drink.â
I laughed, rolling my eyes. âI was just in Italy, and the men there can get away with saying stuff like that, but arenât you supposed to be an icy cool Manhattanite?â
It was good to see Arno. It was just his personality to be forward, so I could give him a hard time without worrying that it meant anything.
âYouâre right, that was embarrassing,â he said, putting his arm around me. âWhy donât I buy you a drink and you can tell me all about Italy ⦠and whether youâre finally single so I can ask you out.â
My face fell. It was completely involuntary and instantaneous, but Arno picked up on it in a second.
âUh-oh. Thatâs a boy-trouble face if Iâve ever seen one. Whatâs his name?â
âActually,â I said, pushing him away, âI donât really want to talk about it.â
âWhatâs his name?â
âAlex.â I sighed at last. âAlex Altfest.â
Arno crossed his arms over his chest and cocked his head at me. âPlease tell me youâre not all broken up over
Alex Altfest
.â
âWhy not?â I blurted out. âYou know him?â
âI know the kid. And let me tell you, Flan, he ainât worth one pretty little tear of yours.â
The mention of my tears must have had some sort of physical response, because I could feel them welling up. Who did Arno think he was, saying Alex wasnât worth it?
âIf heâs not worth it, then why am Iââ I cut myself off.
âFlan, come on.â He reached for my shoulder, but I pulled away. His fingers snagged on the chain of my amulet and I felt the sharp tug of it catching around my neck. A second later, it snapped off. The glossy stone Buddha cracked in two clean pieces on the floor.
âCrap,â Arno muttered. âWhereâd you get that? Iâll buy you another one.â
âYou canât
buy
me another one Arno. Thatâs the point of the amuletâitâs not replaceable. Itâs valuable because of who gives it to you and why. And I donât want one from you.â I knew it was unfair to go off onhim, but at this point, I couldnât stop. âI donât need the necklace anyway, just as much as I donât need you telling me who or what to cry over. What I need â¦â What did I need? âWhat I need is to get out of here,â I said, nearly tripping over the line of Thai-riffic orderers and rushing out of the bar.
This party was a disaster, and if I didnât find a bathroom quickly, I was going to cry in front of the still-giggling elevator girls.
I ducked behind a Buddha statue and collapsed on a bench out of view from the partygoers. I wanted to call my friends, but I didnât know if I could bear to be reminded that they were all having a blast with their boys. I already felt so far away from them. I pulled out my phone to find two text messages, one from Camille and one from SBB.
Camilleâs said:
THINKING OF YOU FROM THE TOP OF THE CENTRE POMPIDOU. XANDER SAYS ALEX IS AT THE KNICKS GAME TONIGHTâNOT THAT YOU SHOULD WASTE YOUR TIME THINKING ABOUT HIM. JUST THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT HEâS STILL IN THE CITY, AND YOUâRE OFF SEEING THE WORLD!
I guess it was sweet of Camille to put it like that, but all her text did was fill me with questions. We used to go to Knicks games together. Weâd sit in his familyâsbox seats and order oysters from the Grand Central Oyster Bar and try to shoot oysters every time LeBron James shot a
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