Loving Her by CM Hutton

When he opened his eyes, they were glassy and full of angst.  “Rylan, talk
to me.”
    He took a deep breath and said,
“I’m sorry.  It’s just been a while….since I’ve heard anyone call me ‘babe’ and
even longer since I’ve felt…well, just felt, that’s all.”  He leaned down and
kissed my nose with a small smile on his beautiful face. 
    I was relieved and concerned all
at the same time.  I was glad he wasn’t leaving, but worried about what had him
so closed off.  “I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”  My voice was almost
a whisper.
    “No.  You didn’t.  It just
brought up old feelings,” he paused, “nice feelings, Jen.”  He kissed me so
softly and I felt myself falling even further for this complicated man.
    Our kiss intensified and Rylan’s
hands started to roam over my fully clothed body.  He slid his hand down my
side, grazing the edge of my breast and pressing his hips to mine so that I
could feel his erection.  Happy thoughts danced around my head thinking of the
effect I had on Rylan Daniels; a man that I had not so long ago thought was a
cold-hearted asshole.
    He moved again and the fire in me
started raging with want. 
    Between our deep kisses and his
slow grinding movement against me, I said, “When was the last time you were
buried deep inside someone and just let yourself feel….just let go?”
    He breathed deep and said, “Years.”
    “Well, it’s time to dust that off
and let me hold you, with every part of me.  I want you to feel, Rylan…feel
me around you, holding you, loving you just where you are.”
    Rylan’s slow smile said it all
and it was unfathomable how fast we took off our clothes.  Rylan sat up and
took off his shirt, just as I did and before I could even begin to think about
anything, we were both naked, lying next to each other on my bed. 
    He combed his hands through my
hair and stared at my face.  “You are so beautiful, Jen.  I need you….so
much.”  His brows were furrowed and full of concern.
    “Ry….oh, God.”  I blinked slowly
and waited a breath until he leaned down and kissed me like his life depended
on every response I gave. 
    “I need you….just you.”  His
words were so raw and full of emotion.  I didn’t understand them, didn’t even
know if I wanted to understand them.  All I knew was that I was willing to give
Rylan just what he asked for…me… and a piece of my heart. 
    “I’m here, Ry….for you. Let me do
this for you.”  I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him to me.  I
lifted my hips to his and felt his erection against me.  Rylan moved to align
his cock with my entrance, but paused for a second like he was nervous or
worried.  “Jen, I don’t have anything with me.”
    “It’s okay, babe.  I’m on the
pill and for some stupid reason, I trust you.  Can I trust you?”
    “Yes.  It’s been a really long
time, like years.”  His face was buried in my shoulder.  I couldn’t even
comprehend what would cause ‘years’ to go by without this man getting laid. 
    I pulled his hair to get him to
lift his face and look at me.  What I saw was worry that didn’t belong on such
a beautiful man.  I stroked the back of my hand down his cheek and said, “Rylan,
I trust you.”
    He stared into my eyes for a few
seconds, then without looking away, he watched my face as he pushed into me,
causing a little gasp to escape my lips as he entered my body. 
    “You okay?”  Rylan said as he
leaned in to kiss me.
    “Yeah, just a little unexpected.”
 I grinned against his mouth and he let out a little laugh then closed his eyes
and pushed in all the way.
    “Oh my God, you feel so good.” 
His voice was gruff and full of heat.
    “Ry…..”  I kissed his neck and he
quickly found my mouth.  His tongue frantically searched mine as his hips
pushed deeper into me.  I was so completely lost in this man.
    We moved together like we were
made for each other and I felt my climax