It could get infected.â
I nod stupidly and he pulls a small zippered case from a bag. âIâm team captain in rugby,â he explains. âCoach Hudsonâs favorite player gets to haul the first-aid kit to and from practice.â He squirts disinfectant on his finger and rubs it on my wound, then holds up a Band-Aid as a question. Again, I nod, watching his face as he presses it to my skin.
In South America, army ants are actually used as sutures. Doctors squeeze the gaping wound shut and deposit ants along the gash. In defense, each ant grabs hold of the edges of skin with its mandibles, or jaws, and locks it into place. Doctors then slice off the head, leaving the mandibles in place to secure the cut until healed. Iâm not saying Iâd lop off this guyâs head, but if his squared-off jaw were to clamp down on my flesh, Iâm pretty sure Iâd heal in half the time.
âIâm Leo Reiser. Iâm a senior. Youâre the new eleventh grader, arenât you?â he asks. âThe one from England?â
If I stand here in the street and donât correct him, does that make me a liar? Because whatâs the alternative? Saying no, Iâm the eleventh grader from L un don, the only town in North America that doesnât track high-school graduates because the number would be too embarrassingly low?
For the first time in my life, I thank my dad for never allowing me to have a Web presence. With no Facebook page, no MySpace account, Sara Black from Lundon, Massachusetts, is virtually untraceable. I shrug. âIâm the one.â
A storm front rolls across his face as he stuffs the medical kit in his bag. âMy neighborâs British. Heâs a prick.â Without so much as a backward glance, as if heâd never seen me or my bleeding palm, he spins around and strides away.
Iâm wrecked by his remark and Iâm not even British. I trudge up the stairs of our building, trying to think up the perfect comeback that Iâll never use. As usual, I have nothing.
I trudge up the stairs and see Carlingâs dreadlocked chauffeur smoking a cigarette in his doorway, as if heâs chilling on his sleepy suburban veranda, drinking a refreshing iced tea and watching the world go by. As it is, his refreshment of choice is a cigarette, and all he has to look at is me. He acknowledges me by raising his eyebrows as I pass. I wave and continue upstairs.
When Iâm partway up, he calls out, âHey, does your boyfriend drive that sky blue VW?â
Is he kidding? I stop and peer down at him. âThatâs not my boyfriend, itâs my dad .â
He half laughs, half coughs. âSorry. You never know these days. Iâm Noah.â
âSara.â
âJust let your dad know I used to have a van just like his and I miss it. If he needs someone to help out, hand him tools and all that, Iâd love to have a look at that engine. Iâll knock on your door later and introduce myself to him.â
I nod.
Noah flicks ashes onto the landing and I continue up the stairs.
I hate the sound of human lips sucking on cigarettesâlegal or otherwise. My mother smoked incessantly. Like most smokers, she was addicted. I always suspected, given the choice between her own daughter and a pack of smokes, that sheâd take the Benson & Hedges. Like most things in life, it was a case of simple mathematical probability that was proven when she boarded that plane at Logan International Airport with only one of us on board.
She certainly chose other things over me. That night in early June, when the smell of toxic chicken had finally faded awayâor annihilated my remaining nasal membranesâI lay in my bed, stomach rumbling, pretending to reread my current favorite book, What Every Girl (Except Me) Knows , about a girl who grows up without a motherâhow was I to know what would follow?âunder the covers, with a flashlight whose batteries