life. He’s staring at me, but I don’t think he can see me. His pupils are dilated; in them I’m starting to see only black. I brace myself for the yelling that will come out of his mouth.
“Are you telling me when we had sex earlier today there was no protection against you getting pregnant?” he asks quietly, yet in a choked up manner. Ouch, that stung just a little.
I just look down into the water and nod my head yes. I can hear him hiss. “Luke, I am so sorry. I wasn’t thinking, hell all I wanted was for you to respond to me. Luke, before today I hadn’t had sex in over a year and half. Then we were kissing, and I just wanted us to be close. I know I fucked up terribly, but I wanted to let you know that if I am pregnant, I completely understand if you don’t want this relationship to continue.”
His black eyes look at me with fury. I shiver from the thought of what is going to happen next. He grabs my arms. “Do you honestly believe I would end what we have if you got pregnant with my child? We both fucked up by not having protection, but don’t you dare think I will leave you, or my child. I was a Goddamn child when I became a father and I never ran. I will not run with you.”
Tears are pouring out of my eyes and I’m sniffling. It’s the ugly cry that you never want to cry in front of people. “I wanted you to know you don’t have to stay with me if you don’t feel anything for me. I don’t want to endure another relationship like I had with Keith. If you want out, then do it now…the sooner the better.”
“Kate, you make me feel things I have never felt before. In my thirty-six years of life, I have never felt more adoration for another person. What I feel for you blows me away. You make me happy. If you are pregnant, then it’s just another person that will make me happy. I told you at dinner I wanted more children. I know it’s soon in our relationship, and I was hoping to get to know you more before we thought of a baby, but it is what it is and we will live with it.”
He wipes my ugly tears away with his thumbs. “Shh, baby, please, I don’t want to see another tear come down this beautiful face of yours. It will work out, whichever way it goes. Do something for me?”
I look into those big green eyes of his. “What?”
“Make love with me tonight.”
Wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling myself close to him, I kiss him with brutal force. Our tongues entwine and dance with one another. His mouth is warm and sweet. I could spend the night just kissing his mouth. Luke makes me feel like I’m on top of the world when he kisses me.
“Not here. I want you spread out on the bed,” he declares. Helping me off his lap, I climb out of the tub and reach for the towels on the nearby shelf. He grabs mine out of my hands, opens it, and starts to dry me off. Dropping down to his knees, he drags the towel down my lower back, around my hips, and down my legs. When he comes back up with the towel he drops the towel, grips my hips with both hands, and pulls me to his mouth. He trails hot kisses across my lower abdomen. Ducking his head, he gives me the softest kiss on my bare mound. He stands up and pulls me in for another scorching kiss. I return the favor, taking the towel and drying him off. With my hands pressing the towel to his chest I slowly dry his chest. He rips the towel from my hands and throws it on the floor. My hands are still pressing against his chest. I slowly slide them up feeling his pure, rock hard muscle and his rapid heartbeat. My hands cup his jaw, pulling his mouth closer. Our kiss intensifies and I’m ready to be horizontal. Luke grabs my thighs and picks me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. We never lose contact between our kissing.
Luke carries me to the bedroom, tenderly laying me on the bed. His eyes are full of need and want. He looks at me with desire and longing as he gently lies on top of me. I can feel his throbbing erection against my upper
“Are you telling me when we had sex earlier today there was no protection against you getting pregnant?” he asks quietly, yet in a choked up manner. Ouch, that stung just a little.
I just look down into the water and nod my head yes. I can hear him hiss. “Luke, I am so sorry. I wasn’t thinking, hell all I wanted was for you to respond to me. Luke, before today I hadn’t had sex in over a year and half. Then we were kissing, and I just wanted us to be close. I know I fucked up terribly, but I wanted to let you know that if I am pregnant, I completely understand if you don’t want this relationship to continue.”
His black eyes look at me with fury. I shiver from the thought of what is going to happen next. He grabs my arms. “Do you honestly believe I would end what we have if you got pregnant with my child? We both fucked up by not having protection, but don’t you dare think I will leave you, or my child. I was a Goddamn child when I became a father and I never ran. I will not run with you.”
Tears are pouring out of my eyes and I’m sniffling. It’s the ugly cry that you never want to cry in front of people. “I wanted you to know you don’t have to stay with me if you don’t feel anything for me. I don’t want to endure another relationship like I had with Keith. If you want out, then do it now…the sooner the better.”
“Kate, you make me feel things I have never felt before. In my thirty-six years of life, I have never felt more adoration for another person. What I feel for you blows me away. You make me happy. If you are pregnant, then it’s just another person that will make me happy. I told you at dinner I wanted more children. I know it’s soon in our relationship, and I was hoping to get to know you more before we thought of a baby, but it is what it is and we will live with it.”
He wipes my ugly tears away with his thumbs. “Shh, baby, please, I don’t want to see another tear come down this beautiful face of yours. It will work out, whichever way it goes. Do something for me?”
I look into those big green eyes of his. “What?”
“Make love with me tonight.”
Wrapping my arms around his neck, pulling myself close to him, I kiss him with brutal force. Our tongues entwine and dance with one another. His mouth is warm and sweet. I could spend the night just kissing his mouth. Luke makes me feel like I’m on top of the world when he kisses me.
“Not here. I want you spread out on the bed,” he declares. Helping me off his lap, I climb out of the tub and reach for the towels on the nearby shelf. He grabs mine out of my hands, opens it, and starts to dry me off. Dropping down to his knees, he drags the towel down my lower back, around my hips, and down my legs. When he comes back up with the towel he drops the towel, grips my hips with both hands, and pulls me to his mouth. He trails hot kisses across my lower abdomen. Ducking his head, he gives me the softest kiss on my bare mound. He stands up and pulls me in for another scorching kiss. I return the favor, taking the towel and drying him off. With my hands pressing the towel to his chest I slowly dry his chest. He rips the towel from my hands and throws it on the floor. My hands are still pressing against his chest. I slowly slide them up feeling his pure, rock hard muscle and his rapid heartbeat. My hands cup his jaw, pulling his mouth closer. Our kiss intensifies and I’m ready to be horizontal. Luke grabs my thighs and picks me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. We never lose contact between our kissing.
Luke carries me to the bedroom, tenderly laying me on the bed. His eyes are full of need and want. He looks at me with desire and longing as he gently lies on top of me. I can feel his throbbing erection against my upper
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