the loneliness that Adam felt. Women were created because Yahweh knew what it felt like to not be loved. It seems that you can never have love without jealousy. This is where the fall of man comes in. Satan, or Lucifer, or any other name that you wish to call him, was the most beautiful of the angels. He was also probably the closest to Yahweh. Satan then saw how Yahweh loved this new creation. Jealousy came into the picture. He then deceived Eve. Eve then got Adam to fall with her. I have always found this story one of the most interesting and important ones of the scriptures. It shows how Satan wants to keep us away from Yahweh because of the jealousy he felt over us. It also shows something inherently flawed with man. We have a desire to be like God. This is one of the greatest paradoxes of my faith. While I am supposed to be like God in character, I am not supposed to desire to be God. How do you become like somebody and not want to take their place? After the fall, Yahweh still desired to be loved. He looked for people who loved Him honestly. I would put the story of Cain and Abel in that category, too. I find it an odd story. While Abel's offering was pleasing to God, Cain was jealous. Mankind was now killing each other to be loved by Yahweh. God always looks at the heart of the matter. By all accounts, Cain should have received the first punishment. Instead, he pleaded with God and told Him that it was too severe of a punishment to be cast from His presence. He couldn’t live like that. He was allowed to live with a mark that nobody could touch him. Hell is being separated from God. What I came away from in reading the scriptures is a basic love story. Yahweh created us to love Him of our own free will. The rest of the scriptures have to do with our human nature and trying to get that in balance. All of the Law can be put into three categories based on these principles. Man's relationship with God. Man's relationship with man. What is best for mankind to live a long life. The first two categories are the most important. They deal with the relationships. The third category is important to individual's wellbeing. I have a hard time with modern Christianity because they want to use freedom in Christ to justify breaking commands that fit into the first two categories. The third category should only be the one where we have freedom in Christ. The third category is the one that deals with what to eat and what to do to become pure. Freedom in Christ means that I can eat certain foods and not have to sacrifice animals. I also find modern Christianity very legalistic on some things. They never look at the heart of the matter or the reason for God having said something. They are too busy wanting to judge people on how they think the world should be. My biggest annoyance has to do with sex. Sex was always meant to be enjoyed by people. Look at how mankind is different from the rest of creation. We are the only creatures that are always in heat. God created us to have sex so that we can become one with the person that we are having sex with. It is like the union that should be taking place between God and man. The male and female relationship should be a mirror of what our relationship should be like with God. That is another thing that makes me mad about modern Christianity. A lot of places teach the superiority of men over women and that women should submit to men. They will cite examples of Adam listening to Eve or Abraham listening to Sarah. If these men didn't listen to their women, these other problems wouldn't have existed. I'm sorry, but the men made a conscious decision. They knew what God had said to them. They disobeyed. You can't blame the women. Being a man is accepting responsibility for yourself. You don't blame the woman because of your stupidity. Women should be treated how God thinks about mankind. God protects us and takes care of us. He puts our wellbeing first. Women should have influence over their