hills. âRats always fucking survive.â
He jumped the ditch and started walking at a right angle to the road, ignored by the crowd, up the green slopes that rose towards the heather and hilltops of bare rock. He left the crying and silence behind.
Late in the afternoon he returned, exhausted, to the hotel, his feet soaking, clothes and hands filthy, knuckle grazed from a fall. George was right about the conifer forest though: you couldnât really go through it because the trees were so densely packed. He was tired, worn out, limbs aching as he flopped onto the couch in the residentsâ lounge. Burned it off, he had. But the terror would be back. Even now he could feel it around his stomach, coils tightening. He lay there, dozed, imagined; tried to feel lucky. A car pulled up outside. Who was driving? He heard the hotel door open.
Footsteps. Silence.
Still lying on the couch, Carl opened his eyes, aware he was being watched. It was Brindley.
âIâve been looking for you,â he said, sitting down in a leather chair.
Carl turned away, faced the back of the couch. He just wanted to go to sleep, but his curiosity got the better of him.
âHow did you get here, Mr Brindley? To Inverlair, I mean.â His voice was level, expressionless.
The leather chair creaked.
âWith great difficulty. Friends of mine, they tried to get me to go with them, on their boat.â
âFriends?â Carl sat up. Sleep could wait.
âYes.â
âSo where are they now?â
Brindley sighed. âWest coast of Ireland, I hope. Thatâs where they were headed. SCOPE was being trialled in Dublin â they had their own Civil Contingencies Secretariat â and down the east coast, and in the north, but parts of the west coast should be okay, I think.â
Carl turned to face Brindley. âSo you did manage to persuade at least some people that SCOPE was a danger?â
âYes, close friends, my sister and . . .â
âThat all?â
Brindley narrowed his eyes. âYes.â
âSo why didnât you go with them, these friends of yours?â Carl sat up on the sofa. âAnd why exactly did you choose to bring me up here?â
âTo save you, I suppose.â
âSave me?â
âYes. Who else would follow a lead connected to SCOPE all the way up here? It was your job.â
That was something Carl didnât want to think about. Instead of thinking he could sleep, or walk. Being hungover didnât helpmatters, made it harder for him to judge the truth of what he was being told. It had been his job to sniff around ugly secrets such as SCOPE. Exposing that kind of crap was supposed to be a calling, a vocation; at least thatâs what heâd believed. Maybe heâd failed to do his job properly. If there had been any saving to be done, he should have been the one doing it, in banner headlines over an exposé. But nothing like that had been possible.
âWhy didnât you try to stop it?â
Brindley folded his arms, his eyes flashing. âWhat the fuck are you talking about? You donât think I tried to stop this?â He jabbed a finger at Carl. âYou must have known that SCOPE was more than a communications system. You knew that. You must have. You said you had the full spec â you mentioned bioactive frequencies for Christâs sake in one of your pieces. You must have known, at least suspected . . . you must have talked to Cobhill or Haarland or one of these guys.â
Carl heaved himself off the couch, anger rising in him. âI couldnât have stopped this any more than you.â
Silence.
The hint of a smile played around Brindleyâs thin lips. âYou think I was any less impotent than you?â
Carl didnât answer. He headed upstairs without looking back.
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Shadow marked the deepening evening, sun sinking behind the northern headland. Carl got up to sit by the window and
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