Brodie. He didnât, for two reasons. She was preoccupied with her trip to Switzerland â expecting it to be another wasted effort yet unable to ignore the remote possibility that this time would be different. Like a busted gambler buying one more hand, because you only have to win once to pay for all your losses.
And the other reason was, Deacon knew Daniel had said nothing to her about his visitor. That heâd avoided seeing her because his bruises would have prompted questions he wouldnât lie to answer. Knowing that running her business had put him in danger would have given her a terrible dilemma. Sheâd still have gone to Switzerland, but the knowledge would have added vastly to her burdens. So Daniel stayed where she couldnât see him, and Deacon said nothing.
As the traffic began to build approaching Gatwick, Brodie said with a trace of a grin, âMaybe we should have taken the train from Haywards Heath.â
Deacon gave a deep chuckle. The last few months had taken a lot out of her. But they hadnât taken the resilience â the inbuilt knowledge that, when things are as tough as they can get, they arenât going to be made worse by a bit of black humour. When this was all over â however it ended â sheâd still be there: battered, sad, but capable at some point of starting to pick up the pieces.
She loosened her seat belt and turned to smile at Jonathan, secured on the back seat. âJackâ¦â
They were directed to the Urgent Treatment Centre at Crawley Hospital. By the time they got there the baby was breathing normally again. But neither of them believed it was anything other than a significant deterioration in his condition, and by the time heâd been examined and his history considered, the consultant confirmed it.
âI donât think you can continue your journey, Mrs Deacon. I think we should admit Jonathan for twenty-four hours, just to monitor whatâs going on. Then, if heâs stable, you should go home.â
âFarrell,â said Brodie absently â unaware that, by correcting the error, she was driving a fresh scalpel under Deaconâs ribs. âMy name is Farrell. Soâs Jonathanâs. Can I stay with him?â
âOf course.â The doctor was checking his notes, wondering how heâd got the name wrong. âTry not to worry too much. I donât think this is a quantum change in the situation. You say heâs had seizures before?â Brodie nodded. âI think heâs just very tired and rather poorly, and by tomorrow heâll seem a good deal better. But homeâs the place for him now. I understand why youâve been doing so much travelling, but I think now itâs time to stop.â
Brodie felt as if heâd quietly, politely but very firmly shut a door in her face.
Deacon said gruffly, âAre we down to the last week? The last month?â
The consultant shook his head. âThereâs no reason to think so. See your own specialist in the next few days, sheâll be able to tell you better, but I donât see this as the
beginning of the end. Just a warning that itâs time to rethink your plans. Heâs not getting any stronger and you need to reduce the stress. On everybody. Your wife as well as your baby.â
Deacon said nothing until he saw that Brodie was about to. âSheâs not my wife. Iâll call the airline, cancel the tickets.â
âTell themâ¦â For a moment Brodie was going to ask him to have them hold the ticket rather than cancel it. As if a few days might make all the difference. As if next week theyâd be able to go to Switzerland after all. As if nothing the doctor had said had registered with her.
Then cold, hard reality laid its hand on her. Held her against the wall and spoke directly into her face. This was the end of the line. Sheâd done everything she could do. All that was left was to wait for
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