them.
A camera flashes in my eyes.
âGood one,â Terrence says, then turns around, aims his camera into the room, and fires again. The room strobes. âGuaranteed, Iâll have some great shots once the drinking gets in high gear. Might make the trophy page on my site.â
âWhat site?â I ask.
âGreatest hits and misses,â he says. âAll the good stuff. Need a secret code to get to the page, though. Canât have some of it getting out there, you know what I mean.â Terrence aims his camera at the butt of a girl I think is named Heidi. The camera flashes.
âDamn, sheâs sweet!â Terrence sucks in his breath sharply, then slaps my arm with the back of his hand. âYou play your cards right, Iâll let you take a peek at the site. Course you donât play your cards right, you may be the star of your very own what-were-they-thinking page,â he says, laughing more to himself than me, like heâs in on his own personal joke. He throws his arm around my neck and holds up the camera to point at the two of us and it flashes, so Iâm blind for a few seconds. When I get my eyes back, heâs showing me the camera screen. Thereâs Terrence, mouth open in laughter, teeth gleaming, having the greatest time, and thereâs me looking like I just got pulled into a mug shot.
âIâll come back after youâve had a few more drinks,â Terrence either promises or threatens, wearing his big grin. âSee if we can actually capture you with a smile on your face.â
And then heâs off, moving into the grooving bodies, camera flashing away, leaving me alone on the stool, watching.
âKurt, get over here,â Scott shouts over the music. He stumbles over and grabs my arm, towing me behind him toward one of the girl groups Iâve watched for the last hour. At least Studblatzâs basement is dark and noisy, all the better to hide my scars and stutter. I let my hair fall against my jaw, covering it.
âHello, ladies.â Scott inserts himself into the center of the girl ring. They giggle as if heâs done something brilliant. I wonder what thatâs like, to have that level of charm. Scott sips at his drink and twirls around for all of them to admire. They cheer. He can do no wrong. I stand outside the circle until Scott reaches out of the group and grabs my arm and tugs me into the center next to him. We are the bullâs-eye of attention. I look down at my feet.
âI donât know if all you ladies have personally met our new star,â Scott shouts over the music. âCoach recruited him,â he continues. âYou believe that? Thatâs how good my man here is. Coach stole him from Lincoln.â
âWow,â one girl shouts back. I imagine her rolling her eyes, but when I chance a peek at her, sheâs staring right back at me, the drink straw between her teeth while she winds the other end around her finger.
âThatâs right,â Scott keeps hollering. âHeâs a terror on the field but just a gentle, misunderstood beast off it.â Scott slaps my back. The girls titter. âLadies, introduce yourselves to the man whoâs going to lead us all the way to a state championship.â
âReally?â another girl asks, sounding genuinely curious, making it a record for the number of girls Iâve met who show any interest in the game. This girl keeps watching me. She takes a sip from her drink, then purses her lips while her eyes wander all over me in a way that causes springs to tighten throughout my body. She steps up to me and grabs the thumb of my hand and then laces her fingers between mine.
âMy, what big hands you have, Mr. Wolf,â the girl says, batting her eyes. She has to have seen my scars but ... it doesnât seem ... she doesnât seem to mind. She leans in until her bare stomach brushes the zipper of my jeans.
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