Chapter One
1883
Central Iowa
As she peered out the window, watching a rider enter
the front yard on a big black horse with three white socks, Ester Larson’s very
being vaulted into awareness. She pressed a hand to her stomach. It was as if
she’d swallowed a bird. A big one. The size of a crow. One that fluttered its
wings and tried to peck its way out at the same time.
She’d yet to see the rider’s face, but she knew it was him.
Brett Richards. Not only did her heart say so, but she’d expected
him—someday.
Ester took a moment to watch him secretly, yet instinct told
her that Brett, too, knew she was just behind the curtain. Dropping the yellow
lace, closing her eyes, she fought the urge to run upstairs and change dresses,
or just take a moment to check her reflection. There wasn’t time for that.
Besides, everything was best faced head-on—even the man who left you standing at
the altar.
Well, not literally standing there, but she’d ordered her dress
pattern, and in her mind—and half the minds of Cutter’s Corner—that was close
enough.
Pulling up that heartbreaking occurrence helped, and even
though the bird in her stomach continued to flap about, she moved to the front
door, opened it, and was standing on the front porch when her onetime
groom-to-be brought his horse to a stop.
He met her gaze head-on, and it might as well have been five
years ago with all the stirring going on inside her. Those sterling features—a
square jaw, permanent grin marks on his cheeks, hair as black as the
wide-brimmed hat on his head—were all the same. As were the brown eyes that even
now were looking straight into her thoughts. It had always amazed her how Brett
knew what she was thinking, when she was thinking it. At this very moment, he
knew she was admiring him, remembering.
As effortlessly and graceful as a deer jumps a fence, and
watching her the entire time, he swung one long leg over the saddle horn,
dropped to the ground, and moved forward, barely making a sound before stopping
near the bottom step.
“Ester,” he said. A greeting no doubt, since he touched the
brim of his hat and pushed it back just a touch.
“Brett,” she replied.
“I’m here to collect Jesse and Hannah.”
The want to close her eyes was back. This man had always
affected her like no other, from her very first memory of him. She’d fallen out
of the swing still hanging in the oak tree behind the schoolhouse, and when some
boys called her a cry baby, Brett had come to her defense and ended up with a
black eye. The left one, bruised around the rim and bloodshot for over a week.
But the three other boys had fared worse, and none of them ever teased her
again. At the age of nine Brett Richards had become her hero that day, all those
years ago. He’d have turned twenty-five last month. April 8. She remembered his
birthday as clearly as she knew her own coming up this weekend, when she’d turn
twenty-three.
Ester didn’t close her eyes. Maybe because she was afraid he’d
disappear if she did, just like before, or maybe because he still was her hero
and she couldn’t take her eyes off him.
“They aren’t here right now,” she finally managed to say.
“Where are they?”
“Jesse’s at the feed store,” she explained. “He has a job
there, after school, and Hannah is over at the Dahls’. She’s minding the
children while Suzanne attends a church meeting.”
His somewhat lopsided grin—even though it held a hint of
disdain—sent that bird flapping a bit harder inside her. “Why aren’t you at the
church meeting?”
“Because I’m not a Baptist. If you’ll recall, I’m a
Methodist.”
The grin faded as he nodded. He glanced around the porch,
taking note of the new paint by running a hand over the handrail. “Place looks
good, I see.”
“Thank you. I try.”
“You?”
She nodded, pleased by the touch of surprise in his tone.
“Where’re your parents?” His frown increased as he glanced
around with a
1883
Central Iowa
As she peered out the window, watching a rider enter
the front yard on a big black horse with three white socks, Ester Larson’s very
being vaulted into awareness. She pressed a hand to her stomach. It was as if
she’d swallowed a bird. A big one. The size of a crow. One that fluttered its
wings and tried to peck its way out at the same time.
She’d yet to see the rider’s face, but she knew it was him.
Brett Richards. Not only did her heart say so, but she’d expected
him—someday.
Ester took a moment to watch him secretly, yet instinct told
her that Brett, too, knew she was just behind the curtain. Dropping the yellow
lace, closing her eyes, she fought the urge to run upstairs and change dresses,
or just take a moment to check her reflection. There wasn’t time for that.
Besides, everything was best faced head-on—even the man who left you standing at
the altar.
Well, not literally standing there, but she’d ordered her dress
pattern, and in her mind—and half the minds of Cutter’s Corner—that was close
enough.
Pulling up that heartbreaking occurrence helped, and even
though the bird in her stomach continued to flap about, she moved to the front
door, opened it, and was standing on the front porch when her onetime
groom-to-be brought his horse to a stop.
He met her gaze head-on, and it might as well have been five
years ago with all the stirring going on inside her. Those sterling features—a
square jaw, permanent grin marks on his cheeks, hair as black as the
wide-brimmed hat on his head—were all the same. As were the brown eyes that even
now were looking straight into her thoughts. It had always amazed her how Brett
knew what she was thinking, when she was thinking it. At this very moment, he
knew she was admiring him, remembering.
As effortlessly and graceful as a deer jumps a fence, and
watching her the entire time, he swung one long leg over the saddle horn,
dropped to the ground, and moved forward, barely making a sound before stopping
near the bottom step.
“Ester,” he said. A greeting no doubt, since he touched the
brim of his hat and pushed it back just a touch.
“Brett,” she replied.
“I’m here to collect Jesse and Hannah.”
The want to close her eyes was back. This man had always
affected her like no other, from her very first memory of him. She’d fallen out
of the swing still hanging in the oak tree behind the schoolhouse, and when some
boys called her a cry baby, Brett had come to her defense and ended up with a
black eye. The left one, bruised around the rim and bloodshot for over a week.
But the three other boys had fared worse, and none of them ever teased her
again. At the age of nine Brett Richards had become her hero that day, all those
years ago. He’d have turned twenty-five last month. April 8. She remembered his
birthday as clearly as she knew her own coming up this weekend, when she’d turn
twenty-three.
Ester didn’t close her eyes. Maybe because she was afraid he’d
disappear if she did, just like before, or maybe because he still was her hero
and she couldn’t take her eyes off him.
“They aren’t here right now,” she finally managed to say.
“Where are they?”
“Jesse’s at the feed store,” she explained. “He has a job
there, after school, and Hannah is over at the Dahls’. She’s minding the
children while Suzanne attends a church meeting.”
His somewhat lopsided grin—even though it held a hint of
disdain—sent that bird flapping a bit harder inside her. “Why aren’t you at the
church meeting?”
“Because I’m not a Baptist. If you’ll recall, I’m a
Methodist.”
The grin faded as he nodded. He glanced around the porch,
taking note of the new paint by running a hand over the handrail. “Place looks
good, I see.”
“Thank you. I try.”
“You?”
She nodded, pleased by the touch of surprise in his tone.
“Where’re your parents?” His frown increased as he glanced
around with a
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