Lasting Summer - [Loving Summer 05] by Kailin Gow, Kailin Romance

you love me. Couldn’t
we be together based on that?”
    “Not
as Nat, Summer.”
    “I
used to think it matters, but didn’t aristocrats and royalty marry their own
cousins?”
    “Does
it matter to you?” Nat asked.
    “No,
it doesn’t. I just want to be with you,” I said, nestling my face closer to his
chest. It hit me minutes ago, I was in the same position with Drew. Oh Drew!
    “What
about Drew?” Nat asked, as if he could read my mind. “How do you feel about
him?”
    I
wanted to answer him truthfully but I couldn’t. I didn’t even know how I felt.
    “Seems
you’re not sure yet,” Nat said. “That’s what I thought. No, actually, I thought
by me being away, you and Drew could sort out your feelings, but I see it’s
still the same as when I had left.”
    “My
feelings for you haven’t changed, though,” I said, reaching up my arms to
circle behind his neck. “I’ve always loved you, Nat. I still do.” I pulled his
face down to mine, and kissed him.
    At
first he didn’t kiss me back, which scared me. Didn’t he love me anymore?
    I
kissed him harder, using my tongue to open his mouth to touch his. I deepened
my kiss, using my tongue to trace his teeth before tangling with his. Then I
pressed my body harder against his, rubbing up against his crotch with mine.
    I
was about to pull away when he hadn’t responded but Nat stopped me with his
hand. “Don’t,” he said. “I’m just relishing your kisses and your touch. It’s
been a while since I’ve felt you. I still can’t believe it’s you.”
    “Oh
Nat!” I cried crushing my lips on his, pressing harder, and tearing open his
shirt so that I could feel his warm smooth chest. “You smell good, and…” I
licked his nipple, which caused him to groan. “Taste so good.”
    I
licked him down until I was bending down, unbuttoning his jeans as fast as I
could, and pulling it down, releasing his thick throbbing hard-on. “You can’t
hide your excitement to see me, can you?” I said before taking him in my mouth.
    “Oh
Summer!” Nat groaned. “God, I’ve almost forgotten how good this feels with you.
I’ve tried putting away all these memories of you, but…God this is so hard to
resist.”
    I
continued licking and sucking on him while he started involuntarily thrusting.
Finally, he pulled me up before he almost climaxed, kissed me hard on my lips,
while he pulled my jeans down, bent me over, and entered me. We both groaned
throatily as he thrust and I met him with each thrust.
    “Summer,”
he said breathily. “I’m coming.”
    “I’m
there, too!” I cried as we both climaxed at the same time. Our bodies kept the
pace as we exploded, and I still wanted more of Nat afterwards.
    He
held me tight and kissed me afterwards on my lips and my forehead. “I didn’t
want to do this the first time I see you again, but…”
    “I
want to feel you, see that you’re alive, Nat.” I said. “Making love with you is
the only way I could feel you deep inside of me. That you are a part of me.
That you are alive, and throbbing with life inside of me.”
    “Summer,”
Nat kissed me. “I will always love you no matter how I express it. That,” he
chuckled, “was incredible.”
    He
helped me stand up, and fix my jeans before he cleaned himself off and pulled
on his. “Are you afraid of the dark now?” he asked.
    I
laughed. “Not if it was used like that.”
    “I
agree,” Nat said. “You would probably be confused if you saw me in the light.”
    “Why?”
    “I
don’t look like the Nat you remembered. It’s all part of my new identity.”
    “Okay,
then,” I said. “I can live in the dark if I can be with you. If it’s the only
way for me to be with you, I will overcome my fear of the dark.”
    “I
hope it isn’t the only way you can see me,” Nat said. “I hope I can bring those
guys who are out to get me and anyone I care about, to justice so I would never
have to hide away from you again.”
    “I’ll
help you, Nat,” I