Haven. And Man, who could as easily build cities of his own, has instead chosen the most senseless vengeance—the killing of the dead.”
“You don’t think much of us, do you?”
He cast a wry glance at her, then looked thoughtfully around his dining room, his gaze lingering at every ornate fixture and decoration. “Humans are such a contradiction in their very essence that I find I can neither wholly hate nor envy them, even after all these years and all the cause I have been given. Your capacity for destruction, terrible as it is, is as evenly matched by your ability to create and to imagine. I could never have built such a hall.” He picked up one of the utensils at his side and tossed it toward her, saying, “I could never have built such a spoon! Whatever it is in you that sees what is not there, I lack it, utterly.”
Lan picked up his spoon and studied the delicate shapes swirling down its handle. “We don’t make things like this anymore, either. I’ve never eaten with a spoon in Norwood.”
“But you will, someday. When the insult of your present circumstance finally fades and you become bored with the squalor of your surroundings, you’ll make new ones. That is your greatest quality.”
“Making spoons?”
“Making worlds. You humans,” he said, almost sighing. “You pride yourselves so on strength, on killing, and for what? Worms kill each other. It takes no wit.” He picked up another spoon—why would anyone need so many?—and turned it so the handle caught the light. “But nothing else in all the world could conceive of this design or bring it into substance. Is that not a marvel?”
“I guess so.”
He smiled, replacing the spoon with its mates. “Meaning not.”
“Meaning…I don’t know. Sure, it’s pretty, but I look at this place—” Now it was her turn to run her eyes around the high ceiling and glittering chandeliers, down carved pillars and around paintings, to the richly-carpeted floor and claw-footed furnishings that weighted it. “—and I don’t see it the way you do. I can’t imagine anyone making it…or even why they would. If you told me you raised it with you out of the earth, I’d believe it and it would be just as marvelous.”
“Would you indeed?”
His undisguised scorn at the superstitious awe of humankind put an edge on her reply: “You can raise the dead, can’t you? During the war, you spread plagues and withered crops and made it rain poison. Look outside!” She waved one arm at the nearest window, but although a few heads turned among the guards, Azrael’s gaze never shifted. “Look what you did to the sky! And for no other reason except you could! It would be stupider to assume those were the limits of your power, especially when all the rest of the world is in ruins and your Haven is so wonderful.”
“The sky…” He leaned back in his throne to regard her, swirling wine around his cup in a pensive, playful way. “Who told you I was responsible for that?”
“Everyone knows.”
“And they say winners write history.” Azrael shook his head and favored her with a thin, humorless smile. “There was indeed a storm in those days and it swept up a great miasma into the atmosphere that did sour all the sky. The moon became as sackcloth. The sun became as blood. The black rain fell, burning away the skin and eyes of those poor beasts who could find no shelter from it. They lay in heaps along the roads where I passed, rotting where they fell in pools of that stinking rain…but of course, it was I who caused the famine that followed, I who unleashed the winds of plague. How much easier it is to be the victim of your enemy than admit you have…” His smile wavered. He looked away. “…become him,” he murmured, almost to himself.
She didn’t believe him, but he said it with such calm intensity that she could feel her certainty shaken. Of course he’d done it. Who else could have?…but if he had, why hadn’t he done it since?
“You don’t think much of us, do you?”
He cast a wry glance at her, then looked thoughtfully around his dining room, his gaze lingering at every ornate fixture and decoration. “Humans are such a contradiction in their very essence that I find I can neither wholly hate nor envy them, even after all these years and all the cause I have been given. Your capacity for destruction, terrible as it is, is as evenly matched by your ability to create and to imagine. I could never have built such a hall.” He picked up one of the utensils at his side and tossed it toward her, saying, “I could never have built such a spoon! Whatever it is in you that sees what is not there, I lack it, utterly.”
Lan picked up his spoon and studied the delicate shapes swirling down its handle. “We don’t make things like this anymore, either. I’ve never eaten with a spoon in Norwood.”
“But you will, someday. When the insult of your present circumstance finally fades and you become bored with the squalor of your surroundings, you’ll make new ones. That is your greatest quality.”
“Making spoons?”
“Making worlds. You humans,” he said, almost sighing. “You pride yourselves so on strength, on killing, and for what? Worms kill each other. It takes no wit.” He picked up another spoon—why would anyone need so many?—and turned it so the handle caught the light. “But nothing else in all the world could conceive of this design or bring it into substance. Is that not a marvel?”
“I guess so.”
He smiled, replacing the spoon with its mates. “Meaning not.”
“Meaning…I don’t know. Sure, it’s pretty, but I look at this place—” Now it was her turn to run her eyes around the high ceiling and glittering chandeliers, down carved pillars and around paintings, to the richly-carpeted floor and claw-footed furnishings that weighted it. “—and I don’t see it the way you do. I can’t imagine anyone making it…or even why they would. If you told me you raised it with you out of the earth, I’d believe it and it would be just as marvelous.”
“Would you indeed?”
His undisguised scorn at the superstitious awe of humankind put an edge on her reply: “You can raise the dead, can’t you? During the war, you spread plagues and withered crops and made it rain poison. Look outside!” She waved one arm at the nearest window, but although a few heads turned among the guards, Azrael’s gaze never shifted. “Look what you did to the sky! And for no other reason except you could! It would be stupider to assume those were the limits of your power, especially when all the rest of the world is in ruins and your Haven is so wonderful.”
“The sky…” He leaned back in his throne to regard her, swirling wine around his cup in a pensive, playful way. “Who told you I was responsible for that?”
“Everyone knows.”
“And they say winners write history.” Azrael shook his head and favored her with a thin, humorless smile. “There was indeed a storm in those days and it swept up a great miasma into the atmosphere that did sour all the sky. The moon became as sackcloth. The sun became as blood. The black rain fell, burning away the skin and eyes of those poor beasts who could find no shelter from it. They lay in heaps along the roads where I passed, rotting where they fell in pools of that stinking rain…but of course, it was I who caused the famine that followed, I who unleashed the winds of plague. How much easier it is to be the victim of your enemy than admit you have…” His smile wavered. He looked away. “…become him,” he murmured, almost to himself.
She didn’t believe him, but he said it with such calm intensity that she could feel her certainty shaken. Of course he’d done it. Who else could have?…but if he had, why hadn’t he done it since?
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