cheeks had worn a sickly pallor. Too often heâd held a young Lucinda wheezing for breath, seized by coughing fits, attacks he was helpless to stop. Everything changed when he could afford the exotic, bitter yellow tea that gave her blessed relief.
âI donât understand.â Lucinda flounced on the seat, looking equal parts spoiled and sweet. âWhy do you press so much?â
Pictures of the past spun before him, particular moments reminding him that, through will or wealth, he would provide one thing without fail for his sisters and their families.
âSecurity.â
His shoulders squared, ready to carry any burden for the ones he loved. Lucinda was not so old that their days as freehold farmers escaped her memory, a time when he was not yet a man trying to be a man at the head of their farm. After his fatherâs death, Cyrus failed miserably at the task.
At the untried age of sixteen, heâd struggled wearing the mantle of authority, looking to the care of his mother and sisters. The costly mistakes he made sometimes left the larder bare and caused his long-suffering mother to take in laundry among a mountain of other labors she did. The memory of one hungry season hung heavy, causing Cyrusâs mouth to harden as he stared out the carriage window at nothing in particular.
No man delighted in reliving his failure, no matter how youthful the error.
Lucinda plucked the yellow trim on her velvet skirt. âIâm sorry, Cyrus.â
Her small-voiced apology wrenched him. âNo need to apologize, minx.â
He was supposed to be the solver of all problems, provider of all things necessary to his sisters and his mother, when sheâd been alive. This was the stamp his father had impressed on him since he had strapped on his first pair of boots, the way of a man with the weaker sex.
â Take care of them ,â his father would always say.
âBut this meeting today, we arenât going to see Lady Foster, are we?â Lucindaâs brows pressed in a dark line. âI thought yourâ¦connection with her was done.â
He frowned at her choice of words, but she waved off the disapproval. His sister was an interesting jumble of innocence and burgeoning awareness. Lucinda tolerated the self-assured, sharp-tongued Isabella in part because Cyrus spent time with the lady and because the lady lent a generous hand to Lucindaâs newly formed War Widows Betterment Society.
âReally, Cyrus,â she chided. âItâs no secret she was your lady-bird. I did just turn twenty-three. Iâm not a babe anymore.â
âI wonât ask where you acquired such a colorful phrase as lady-bird , but you will refrain from using it in the future.â
She gave a mutinous shrug and stared out her window. Cyrus guessed the war widows sheâd begun to help in recent months were more than forthcoming with information to Lucindaâs boundless, inquisitive nature. But the carriage rolling to a stop prevented reminders of decorum.
âA coffee shop.â Her brown eyes glinted with a troublemakerâs light. âYouâre taking me to a coffee shop? Rather daring of you with my reputation, since proper West End ladies donât visit them.â
âToday we make an exception, all for the war widows. The pastries hereâd make an excellent addition to your next luncheon.â
They exited the carriage, tasting fallâs late-morning fog. Gray skies and the Thamesâs metallic, briny aroma hung heavy. The change of seasonâautumnâs quarterly rents were due in five days.
Would Miss Mayhew meet the first requirement?
Overhead, the shopâs new sign boasted bright blue letters carved in relief with a mug and curling steam at the bottom, all outlined in fresh black paintâ¦a costly choice. Many sturdy midtown shingles honored the tried-and-true flat standard, keeping to traditions of the business name with a simple picture of what
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