eyes, both shaken and soothed by the unexpected encounter.
Itâs about Me tonight. No one but Me .
It was Trevorâs own voice he heard in his head, yet the words didnât feel like his own thought. Once again he had the feeling he was in the presence of something beyond himself. Someone beyond himself.
The song came to an end. With the last chord still reverberating in the air, Chet began to pray. Like the song before it, the words of the prayer were simple, filled with love and trust. Different from the lofty kind of prayers Trevor had often heard in public gatherings. It made him think of Brad. The kid had had a quiet but strong faith. Brad had never hesitated to answer questions anybody asked about his beliefs, and heâd never seemed offended when those asking the questions werenât quick to agree with him. He hadnât joined other members of the band in drinking or womanizing as they traveled from gig to gig, and yet nobody had felt judged by him either. How had he managed to carry that off?
Chetâs âAmenâ drew Trevor out of his musing. When others grabbed their Bibles, so did he. Chet told the group to open to a chapter in Romans. Trevor was thankful he at least knew Romans was in the New Testament, although it seemed to take him too long to find the right place. The never-opened pages seemed to stick together in groups of twos and threes.
A glance at Rodney Cartwrightâs Bible proved the same couldnât be said of it. The open pagesâobviously well readâhad many highlighted and underlined passages. Handwritten notes filled the margins: top, bottom, and sides.
Chet began reading the designated passage. Trevorâs translation was slightly different, but he was able to follow along.
As the other men in the Bible study began to discuss the passage in Romans, Rodney remembered something his son had said in one of their last telephone conversations.
âDad, Trevorâs a little rough around the edges, but heâs got a good heart. Heâs so hungry for God.â
Rodney glanced toward Trevor and realized that God was already answering the prayer heâd whispered a few days ago. It was as if Bradâs friendship with the singer had been transferred into Rodneyâs heart, full and complete. Deep and unexpected affection for Trevor washed over him.
One after another, he recalled things his son had told him, both in e-mails and when they talked on the phone. Mostly stories about Trevor. The kindnesses he had shown toward others. The words of encouragement heâd spoken to Brad. The loneliness that came with being on the road so much of the time. The times Brad had awakened and couldnât remember what town or city they were in. And eventually, the questions Trevor had begun asking about what Brad believed, about his faith.
Rodney was startled when he heard Chet begin the closing prayer. How had he allowed his thoughts to wander for the entire discussion? Had any of the other men noticed hislack of attention? He feared it would have been hard for them not to notice.
A short while later, as the group began to break up for the night, Rodney turned toward Trevor. âDid you enjoy the evening?â
âYes.â Trevor shrugged. âI got lost in some of the discussion. I canât claim to know my Bible well.â
âThat comes with time, son.â He put a hand on Trevorâs shoulder. âAnd remember, following Christ is a lifelong journey. Christians are foot soldiers, so to speak. Always on the march. Always learning. Always growing stronger.â
Trevor grunted. âI hope youâre right.â
âI am.â Rodney stood, and his back gave him a painful twinge. He rubbed the sore spot with his left hand.
Trevor noticed. âSir, I donât work tomorrow.â He rose too. âI thought Iâd come out and help feed the cows and whatever other chores you might have for me. In fact, if youâll
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