no, but she was still extremely self-conscious.
“This is your punishment for your failure to address me properly and for c um ming without my permission. You belong to me, Katlyn, and you will submit to me.”
“I’m scared,” she whispered.
“I know, but it won’t be as bad as you think. Remember Gage is a D om and Susan has been in your position before. I’ve watched her submit to Gage on many occasions. Andy is faithfully married and Allen is single—and I’m sure he’d love to fuck you—but he won’t touch you without my permission. None of them will mind, I can assure you. I want you to perform for them. Give them a good show, sweetheart.”
“Please don’t make me do this.”
“You can always safeword out if you want to, but I’m going to encourage you not to. You’re only afraid of what you don’t know. You think that it’s going to be worse than it is. You can’t establish a limit for yourself if you’ve never made an attempt. Don’t let your fear control you, baby.”
“You’re sure that they aren’t going to freak out? This is not normal behavior.”
I struggled to keep from laughing. “For me it’s not that unusual. Susan and Gage already know, and I guarantee the others will follow suit. Nobody here is going to judge you.”
“You told them?” she squeaked. This was getting out of hand. If she didn’t do it soon she would work herself into a panic attack. If this was going to happen, I had to make it happen now.
“Yes, Kat. I wanted them to stick around. They understand, truly. Now are you going to comply or do you want to safeword?”
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Nervous didn’t even begin to describe what I was feeling. I was terrified. I almost took the easy way out. In the end I’m not sure why I didn’t. I knew that he was right—I would be limiting myself by never trying it—but of all the things for him to ask me to do…
I took a couple of deep breaths and tried to center myself the way he had been teaching me. “I’m ready to take my punishment now, Sir.”
“Good girl. Stand up.”
I stood up from the cooler that we had been using as a bench, and he stood up behind me. He put his hands on my hips and took me a couple of steps closer to the fire where we would be in the light. I blushed so hard that I felt fevered.
I chanced a glance across the circle at Gage and Susan. Gage had a smug smile on his face that I recognized from Cody. He found my predicament amusing. Susan was smiling as well, but her smile held a gentler understanding. It was nice to know that I wasn’t completely alone in this.
Cody stopped walking and lifted his shirt over his head. His chiseled form was absolutely stunning in the firelight. It reminded me of our first night together, and I held on to that memory, trying to forget that the others were present. He dropped his shirt to the grass and pulled me close to him.
“Relax, baby girl. You have nothing to be embarrassed about.”
I wasn’t so sure, but I closed my eyes and let him kiss my neck and roam his hands over my body. I was sure that he was trying to arouse me, to make me forget our audience, but there was no distraction large enough to keep me from hearing the others whisper. Gage said something to Andy about punishment and Andy laughed, but it wasn’t a mean laugh, more like he was excited to see what would happen. I curled my hands into fists to keep them from shaking.
Cody lifted his head from my neck and looked at Andy and Allen. I couldn’t look for fear that I would throw up. “We’re cool right?” he asked.
He got a scattered agreement of “Fuck yeah,” and “Bring it on.” I guess he wasn’t kidding when he said that they would be okay with this.
“On your knees, Katlyn.” That was his D ominant voice, the one that I didn’t like to question. I dropped to my knees.
I put my hands behind my back as I had done for him before
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