to her car and drove home. She was wet through, but she had a hot shower and fresh, dry clothes to put on, a soft bed to lie in, waiting for her.
She shouldâve felt good about all that. About the deal with Drum, about being able to tell Gabriella sheâd done what sheâd set out to do, found an acceptable solution to the problem of the homeless man cluttering up the sculpture exhibition. But she felt like crying instead.
When she got home and Nat told her about the petition, she felt like throwing up because she was sick with the knowledge sheâd have to break her promise and see Drum again.
10: Shaken
She didnât keep her promise. It made Drum irrationally angry because Foley only did what most people do. She lied. Acted in her own best interest.
Heâd kept to the cave most of the morning while the rain blew about in feathery strings, this way, then that way, buffeted by the wind, blowing old cloud out, bringing new cloud in, an ever replenished buffet in the sky.
Sheâd shown up when the sun did. A shout, a plastic carry bag in her hand. He considered taking the back way out, but in the wet it could be slippery and she was stubborn enough to try to follow him. He stayed put on his new couch. Both of them wet. Both of them would dry. The couch was black vinyl, torn in places, but sturdy still and waterproof enough, as well as being long enough to do for a bed. It hadnât been easy getting it here, he owed a favour to Noddy and Blue.
Foley wore office clothes, a dress, shoes that had no business being on a rock face. Heâd never seen her dressed like this, the flipside of her lovely casualness last night. Sheâd gotten too comfortable coming here and that was his fault. He should never have let her stay for the sunrise. Never have gotten in her dinky little car. Never have agreed to go with her to Fat Barneyâs. He should never have touched her. It was bad enough he could no longer stop himself looking at her.
He looked at her now with her shiny hair and her sunglasses, with her bribery in hand. He could smell Chinese food and his traitor gut rumbled. She stepped down onto the lower ledge as if this was a shopping centre or a movie theatre and she was here for the entertainment value. He should go out the back way and be damned, she couldnât follow him in those shoes, she couldnât make the jump in a dress that was slicked to her hips and thighs.
He stood up to go and she said his name and smiled as if there was a reason he might like his name on her lips, those lips curved to smile, that he might like her.
That did it. She couldnât stand here and smile at him like that, because he did like it.
The raw, dark anger that lived in the sinews of his body, wrapped tight and restrained so it didnât cause more hurt, broke free. âFuck off and leave me alone.â
She took a step back, her lipstick mouth making a round shape, her body tensing in surprise. âDrum, itâs me, Foley.â
She thought he didnât recognise her. But he knew who she was. She was bright and fresh, light and hope, and all the entrancing things heâd given up and no longer deserved. He roared at her. Incoherent sounds of noise and hate and fear. She had to get away from him, before he infected her, made her dirty. He had to make her understand that.
She dropped the food, her bag, and she put her hands up, but he kept on, voice raised, swearing at her. He had no way of knowing how long he raged, how little sense he made, but after a time there was nothing left of her but a huddle of knees and red and black fabric, jammed against the rock. He stopped, hands to his head, tongue so unstuck he could rip it out, towering over her as she hid from his verbal assault.
He left her there. He was a monster. Sheâd see that now. He went to the edge and curled his toes over. The sea was churned up, cut, choppy from the wind and rain. He needed this. He listened for her,
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