not always but most times.â
âMa, I was wondering about something,â Adam said. Heâd been thinking about this for a while, and now seemed the time to ask.
âYes?â
âThat night that Dad was here, with Harry and me,â he said.
âYes?â His mother had become completely still. She looked at him, giving him her full attention.
âWell, I was just wondering how it was to see Dad again, after he got married to Arabella. And everything,â he finished lamely.
âI felt a little sad, I guess,â she said after some thought. âIâll always have a special feeling for your father. He was my first love, really. I think Iâll always love him just a little, but Iâm happier not being married to him. Do you understand?â
âNot really,â Adam said. But he was relieved at her answer. Heâd been afraid she might be unhappy because his father was married to someone else. âDo you think he thinks sheâs as pretty as you are?â he said.
âNot likely,â she said in an English accent, and they both laughed. It was all right.
âI might tell you in a little while whatâs on my mind,â Adam said. âItâs getting better, though,â he sighed. âThere are just some things you canât tell your mother right away,â he said.
âGood heavens, that sounds ominous.â She brushed his hair off his forehead. âIt canât be that bad. Can it?â
âIt depends on what you mean by âthat bad,ââ Adam said. âWhatâs bad to you isnât necessarily bad to me. And vice versa.â
She thought about that for a minute. âThatâs true,â she said. âYou are getting older and wiser, my friend.â
âI know,â he said.
For lack of anything better to do, he cruised by the park bench to see what was going on. Nothing. Low clouds scudded in the sky, and the sunlight filtered through without much enthusiasm. A couple of guys were throwing a Frisbee around. Adam stood and watched. They didnât throw it his way or even look at him, so he moved on.
âHey,â he said to the guard at Gracie Mansion, âa friend of mineâs coming to a party here on Sunday.â
âSundayâs my day off,â the guard said. âI and the wife are going to New Rochelle for her folksâ wedding anniversary. Thirty-five glorious years of togetherness. We all chipped in and bought them a color TV. Theyâll cry when they see it.â
Adam nodded. A jogger came down East End Avenue, head back, mouth open, eyes half shut. Joggers always looked as if they were in agony, Adam thought, but they must be having a good time. Otherwise, why would they jog? Life was full of questions and very few answers, Adam decided.
When he checked a little later, Steve and Kenny were sitting there, waiting.
âItâs about time,â Steve said.
âI wasnât sure I was coming,â Adam said, âafter the fight. I told you guys I wasnât in the club any more. Whereâs Sproggy? Trying to scare up another quarter?â
âYouâre a million laughs,â Kenny told him.
âShe couldnât come today. We wanted to have a business meeting, settle our finances,â Steve said. âMy father says if an organizationâs finances are in a muddle, itâs in trouble.â
âWhy donât we ask your father to join?â Adam asked sarcastically.
âOh, heâs too busy.â Steve was serious.
âIâm the treasurer, right?â Kenny said. âIâm in charge of collecting the dues.â He checked his notebook. âYouâre in arrears,â he told Adam.
âI told you I was out,â Adam said. âIf itâs a chess club, I canât play chess so that lets me out.â
âWe changed it,â Steve said. âWeâre going to make it an investment club instead. We
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