âItâs not that old,â I lied.
I mean, we all knew that thirteen was pretty much the biggest birthday milestone one can have, right? But I wasnât about to say that to Mom having a meltdown. Besides, it sort of freaked me out too. But if anything would make me feel less terrified about it, it was a birthday party in a place that I knew I loved.
âThe banquet thing would be perfect,â I said. âWe can invite everyone and have some fun games andââ
âAnd lasers !â Daz glared at me pointedly.
âShoot,â Kevin said suddenly, checking his watch. He stood up and folded his notebook closed, stuffing it into his backpack. He eyed me apologetically. âSorry, I have to head out. Weâre supposed to video chat with my brother tonight to make sure everythingâs okay for next week.â He turned to Mom. âWeâre going away for a few days to visit him,â he explained, heading for the door.
âHave a good visit, hun,â she said. âIâll miss having you around to make sure Daz doesnât burn anything down.â She rolled her eyes.
He grinned, then looked to me. âIâllâ¦uhâ¦see you later?â
I shifted a few feet closer to the front door. In case you were wondering, the âofficial good-byeâ with your kind-of boyfriend in front of your brother and mother is the most awkward thing on the planet.
Worse than when you go to high-five someone and end up missing their hand like a lame-o, even.
Do you kiss? Do you not kiss? Do you hug? The whole thing was a disaster waiting to happen.
ââKay,â I said, stepping closer. He went in for a quick hug, while I accidentally dodged the wrong way and ended up colliding with his shoulder.
Smooth, Ana.
âSee you at later,â I added, practically feeling Momâs giggly stare behind me. This was why people need to forget the whole âfirst kissâ thing, because at this rate, it definitely wasnât going to happen for me.
âWell, that was gross,â Daz said plainly after Kevin left.
âHey!â I shouted. âI have to watch you and Bella stare at each other all googly-eyed!â I stuck out my chin. It occurred to me right then that my brother might get his first kiss before me. Oh, GAH .
Daz scoffed. âWhatever! Itâs not the same thiââ
â Anyway ,â Mom said, breaking us up. âI think a zoo party sounds like a great plan. Iâm on it!â
âHey,â I said, thinking back on all my earlier birthdays. Now that Kevin was gone, my brain seemed to be able to function again. (Figures.) âDo you think I could have a slumber party after?â Ever since we became best friends, Liv and I had special birthday sleepovers every year. Usually we made lip gloss and talked about boys and all the things we wanted to happen during the next year of our lives. Maybe that was exactly what we needed right now.
Mom nodded. âI think thatâs a great idea. You girls will have to stay in the basement though. Four is too many for upstairs. Daz would never leave you alone either,â she muttered.
âOh,â I said, realizing what she meant. âI donât mean with everyone, just Liv and me. Like old times.â
âNo Bella or Ashley?â she asked. Her head tilted with concern, but I didnât want her to worry.
âI think since Liv is back, it would be nice to have her over,â I said. âYou know, sheâs only here for a little while, and I can have a sleepover with Bella or Ashley anytime.â
Itâs true I would feel bad not inviting Bella or Ashley, but I had to do everything I could to keep Liv and I together as best friends, didnât I? After all, she wasnât around here for long, so Bella and Ashley would both probably understand. I could have them over anytime after she went home again.
Mom pursed her lips, considering this. âOkay,
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