leaders. All preparations ceased when the King and his retinue arrived. We had been told to present ourselves fully armed for his arrival and I could not wait. My armour and helmet gleamed. My shield shone and with my spear and my axe I felt like Beowulf himself. We were line up in two ranks before the cathedral with Earl Harold and Sweyn at our head. Aethelward was not there and I wondered at his omission. The King was disappointing. He wore neither armour nor crown. He looked more like Brother Aidan than Gruffyd. I was, however, impressed by his retinue for they were ten Norman knights. Each one had mail covering their whole body, including their legs. They each had a kite shield and a pointed helmet with a nasal. The effect was chilling as no human features could be discerned. There was no flesh to be seen; it was as though they had been made by some blacksmith. Lastly their lances seemed much longer than the spears we had and I wondered how one would fight them. When Ap Iago had chased us they had neither spear nor lance and were easily despatched. These warriors would need a different approach. I determined to ask Aethelward what his thoughts were but at that moment I stood proudly with my peers hoping that we were making the same impression on the Normans as they had made on me. The King totally ignored all of us and walked, with his knights into the cathedral. I don’t know about the others but I felt that we had been snubbed. I looked at Ridley and Wolf and they appeared to be unaware of any problem. As I looked at the reddening ears of the Earl I knew that I had been offended because my leader had been snubbed and everyone in the kingdom knew that the only thing keeping Edward on the throne was Earl Harold Godwinson. We stood there for most of the morning and then, when the king and his party did emerge, they went directly to the King’s hall. The Earl spoke to Sweyn and then followed them. Sweyn turned to us and I think I could detect a subdued anger about his face. I had come to know the man and recognise his idiosyncrasies. He was like me, unhappy that our Earl had been treated thus. “You may stand down. The Earl is proud of you and the display you made.” As we went back to the hall I felt empty. I was fighting for a man I could not respect. Even worse I would be fighting a man I did respect, Gruffyd. And then, like a dream like vision it struck me. I was not Edward’s man I was Harold’s man and that made all the difference for my leader was a man of honour and a man worth following. Edward was merely a symbol of England but Harold was England.
Chapter 5 Winchester 1062 The Normans spoiled my Christmas. They arrogantly prowled around the crowded streets, always armoured and often mounted. We recruits could not understand their words but some of the older men told us that they spoke disparagingly about our ancient weapons, armour and tactics. We considered it the height of bad manners to behave so martially in the peaceful town of Winchester, especially at Christmas. There would have been trouble had not Sweyn and Ulf passed on Harold’s admonition to bite our tongues. I knew that he did not wish to jeopardise his attempt to persuade Edward to go to war with the Welsh and offending the Normans would do just that. There was one young Norman, a knight not much older than me who seemed to enjoy intimidating the ordinary folk of the city. He was Guy of Evreux and was even more arrogant than his fellows. Matters came to a head on St. Stephen’s day when I had emerged from the small church we used. I had gone to pray for my mother and Nanna. As I came out I saw the Norman knight riding through the street. That was not unusual but he was not riding slowly as one would expect in a busy town. Instead he was riding as though across an open field, galloping. I saw an old woman and her son crossing ahead of me towards the cathedral and I could see that Guy of