anyways?â
I showed him how to place his fingers so the chopsticks would stay in place, then he clumsily maneuvered them to pick up one small piece of the fish. He squeezed his eyes shut and put it in his mouth. He started to chew slowly.
âWell? What do you think?â
He continued chewing, then swallowed and said, âI donât know. Can I have another piece?â
âSure.â
He took another piece, a little bigger, and ate it. âThis doesnât taste like fish. Itâs not bad.â
I grinned. âThatâs the great thing about poke . The fish doesnât have a strong flavor, so youâre able to taste the seasonings. All you taste of the fish is a delicious freshness.â
He had a third piece, then handed me the container. âItâs pretty good,â he admitted.
âWhy donât you finish it? I can get some more for myself on the way back to the house.â
âNo, itâs yours. Iâll eat the lunch you made this morning.â He pulled the small padded cooler out of his backpack.
I settled back in the driverâs seat, admiring the sweeping view of the Pacific and waiting for him to get his lunch out. Once he started eating the cheese sandwich I had made for him, I asked my first question.
âSo, what were you doing in the trees beside the road?â
âNothing. Really. I was just waiting in there until the bus came and dropped Justine off. Then I was going to walk into the house with her.â
âYou were just going to hang out there all day?â
âYeah. Where else was I supposed to go?â
âHow about school?â
âThe kids in my classes are all jerks.â
âWhat about James?â
âHeâs not a jerk, but heâs not in any of my classes.â
âHow do you know him?â
âHe lives up the road. He rides my bus.â
âSo the kids are all jerks. Any other reason you didnât go to school today?â
He was silent for a full minute. âI donât know,â he finally said with a sigh. âI just donât care about it.â
âDoes it have anything to do with Dr. Doug?â I asked gently.
He only hesitated for a moment. âMaybe. Iâm sick of the cops asking questions, Iâm sick of my parents not talking to each other, Iâm sick of living here. I want to go back to California. I had lots of friends there. I was one of the cool kids. Here Iâm just a loser haole with rich parents.â
I changed the subject. âWhatâs the poke sale for?â
He shrugged. âThe school. Thereâs not enough money in the budget for lots of things, so the school has to raise its own money.â
I nodded. Not enough money for lots of thingsâlike a job for Liko, like Hawaiian-culture classes. âSo why not get involved? Join clubs, meet people. Maybe the kids in school just need to get to know you better.â
He shrugged again. âMaybe.â
âAnything else going on?â
âNah. Thatâs pretty much it.â
âWhat do you think of Liko?â
He hesitated again. âHeâs cool. Heâs a good math teacher and my parents like him. He even helps Justine sometimes.â
âIâm glad. He likes being a tutor. Maybe you and he could go surfing or kayaking together sometime.â
He nodded. âThatâd be cool.â
âYou want me to take you back to school?â
âI donât know. Okay.â
I smiled and handed him the container with the remainder of the poke . âHere. Finish this. Iâm full.â
He accepted it with a âthanksâ and finished it. âThatâs pretty good, actually,â he said with a shy smile.
âTold you.â
I dropped him off at school and watched him walk inside, his backpack hanging off one shoulder. I felt sorry for him. Being a teenager could be so hard, and he had the added stress of Dr. Dougâs death weighing
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