arenât you? To the masquerade?â
âProbably.â She was cautious. âAt first I thought not, then Clarissa said a gown had come for me from New York. Such a bother and expense for Josiah. I should go, if only to please him. Yes, I think Iâll go.â
âGood, I enjoy masquerades. âWhat shall I wear?â the ladies ask, while the men shrug and pretend an unconcern. Donât be deceived. They care, oh, how they care, and choose their disguises every bit as carefully as do their ladies. At times it seems to me the costume is the truer man, the man who might have been or should have been. His day-to-day face is in actuality the mask.â
Kathleen was about to reply when she realized he had led her far from her purpose. âThe gun,â she said. âPlease give me my gun.â
He stood, pressing down on the table with his fingers to steady himself, and walked with exaggerated precision to the far corner of the room where he pushed aside a trunk and a black satchel. He brought back a small metal box. âHere, Iâve unloaded and cleaned your revolver.â
âPlease,â she said. âLoad the gun.â She looked more closely at the satchel.
Edward Allen sat on the floor and opened the breach and inserted the percussion caps and bullets. He laid the gun on the table.
âWhatâs that?â Kathleen got up and moved past him to stare down at the black bag.
âGo ahead, look inside. Itâs not locked.â
She undid the clasp and pulled the top apart so the bag yawned open. A stethoscope curled within. Like a snake, Kathleen thought.
âDr. Gunnâs bag,â she said. âWhat are you doing withâ¦â Still kneeling, she turned to stare at him. He smiled. âThere is no Dr. Gunn,â she said accusingly. âYouâre Dr. Gunn.â
âYouâre right and youâre wrong. Wrong to say Dr. Gunn doesnât exist. There is a Dr. Gunn somewhere. But youâre right about my being the doctor. At least I was yesterday.â
âYou must think me a simpleton not to have known.â She closed the bag and stood facing him.
âNot at all. My performance would have convinced the most doubting of Thomases. Why, I suspect, no, Iâll wager you, the next time Mrs. Lewis requires a physician sheâll wish the learned Dr. Gunn was available.â
He pushed a four-inch-thick book across the table and she sat so she could read the title: New Domestic Physician or Home Book of Health. The title page promised âmany valuable rules for avoiding disease and prolonging lifeâ.
âMy source,â he said, âfor Dr. Gunnâs theories. Youâll notice heâs the author. I borrowed the book from the Worthington library.â He touched his whiskers. âIf you were wondering about the beard, itâs detachable.â
She handed back the book. I will not underestimate Edward Allen again , she told herself. Or Josiah, who had chosen him. She watched Edward place the New Domestic Physician beside his own manuscript. Without thinking she tried to read the words upside down.
âNo,â he said, gathering the papers into a pile. âTm sorry, the world isnât ready yet. Soon, but not yet.â He didnât smile. âIâm putting everything down. This is the true story, my justification you might say. Josiah would use a different term. My expiation, he would probably label it.â
Again she heard the rumble from afar. âListen,â she said, âthunder.â
âI heard nothing.â He stood and paced back and forth, glancing at the papers in his hand, lips moving as he murmured the words to himself.
âAre you writing a history?â
âNo, a piece for the theater. A tragedy.â He stopped beside the table to sip more of the liquor. âWait.â He shuffled through the pages and selected one âA few lines I composed tonight. Here, tell
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