well.â âWhat do you mean?â âPrepare yourself. From what I remember she was a nasty old woman. She didnât care about us at all. Definitely didnât act like a grandmother.â âAre you sure it was her?â âUnless Dad introduced some other random, nasty woman living in a trailer as our grandmother. Yes, Iâm sure.â âI was just asking.â Hope needed to change the subject, get the focus off of her. âI met Joyâs boyfriend.â âAnd?â âHe was a lot nicer to me than she was.â âShe likes to hold a grudge.â âOh my God. You do know why sheâs mad at me.â âI do. But Iâm not going to tell you.â No one else on earth could make Hope feel so childish than her sisters. Within seconds. It was insane. âYou have to tell me!â She hated carrying on like this with Austin in the car. He was whistling softly, looking out at the scenery, pretending he couldnât hear a word. The dog on the other hand had cocked his head and was staring at the phone like he wanted to eat it. Which he probably did. Hope was pretty sure the beast was part goat. He had eaten a huge chunk of the comforter out of the We Three Kings motel. âWhoâs going to break the news to Carla?â Faith laid it on thick when she pronounced the name and Hope could imagine her rolling her eyes. âMaybe sheâll come too,â Hope said. âDream on.â âDoes she know why Joy is mad at me?â âYou have to stop caring.â âWhy? How?â âBecause itâs going to turn you into a doormat. Call Carla.â There was a click and Faith was gone. She glanced at Austin. Finally, he met her eyes. âEverything all right?â âI need to make another call.â âNo problem.â âCan we find a bar first?â âA bar?â âI have to call my mother. Thatâs going to require a stiff drink first.â âSay no more. Weâre almost to Leavenworth. Iâll drop you off in town. Thereâs a ton of restaurants and bars. Iâll point to some of my faves. I can give you some time to explore on your own, pick you up before we go to Yvetteâs?â Hope didnât realize sheâd been holding her breath until she let it out. âThat sounds perfect.â
CHAPTER 10 Austin dropped Hope off at a small tavern that specialized in beer and regret. It was dim and smelled like ale and shoe polish. Flanking the entrance were a couple of plaster figures dressed in Bavarian costumes and holding out a plate with a giant sausage. âThere are nicer places,â Austin said. âBut itâs quiet here.â âItâs perfect.â âIâll give you some privacy. Text me when youâre ready.â âAre you sure?â she asked. âIt will give me a chance to do some Christmas shopping,â Austin said with a wink. He was such a nice man. If he liked her grandmother, she couldnât be as bad as Faith said. Or maybe the years had mellowed her into a nicer person. Hope was looking forward to meeting her. But first she had to break the news to her mother. No matter how happy Carla seemed, she was still haunted by their fatherâs disappearance. And Yvette Garland was at the top of the list when it came to whom she blamed. âThat woman is keeping him somehow,â she said once, her hair plastered to her forehead by sweat. This was before their mother went on meds. The longer her husband stayed away without contacting her, the more paranoid she became. At some point they just stopped discussing their father. It was too painful. There were only a few old men at the bar, so she was able to curl up at a back booth and call her mother. The tavern had free Wi-Fi, so first Hope thoroughly depressed herself by scrolling through Facebook. All her Facebook Friends seemed amped up on Christmas