CHAPTER ONE
Ashley tussled with consciousness for what felt like an eternity. She groped at it in that timeless, unending way of dreams, her need to emerge from sleep manifested as an empty ache between her legs, a yearning for her dream-lover that she couldn’t slake because, God , she’d been trying forever, but she couldn’t figure out how to get his zipper down and his jeans off.
And then the jeans were history— success! —and she was blinking futilely at the elastic band of his underwear, trying to remember what to do next. Incapable of pushing her own underwear either down or aside.
Another magical removal left them skin to skin below the waist, dark to light, her lover perched above her on his elbows and her eyes on the condom he held out to her. They passed it back and forth a few times, utterly baffled. Her frustration reached a fever pitch and held there, back arched, hips lifting, until finally, finally he moved inside her, and she saw the understanding and the rapture break over his face at the same moment he spoke.
“Carmen,” he said, and Ashley woke up. “It’s Roman.”
It was Roman between her legs, inside her head.
No. It was Roman speaking on the phone from the other side of the room.
Ashley squeezed her eyes shut and opened them again. Fuzzy avocado green. A splash of orange. She knew this couch. It sat in the low cinder-block building that served as Sunnyvale’s office.
And the only way she could’ve gotten from the palm tree—the last place she remembered being—to this couch—where she most assuredly was now —was if Roman had carried her.
She’d passed out and woken up having a sex dream about her arch-enemy.
How humiliating.
Worse, she kind of wanted to go back to the dream, because she could still feel him. That hot, thick slide. That moment of heavy-lidded, hazy recognition. Her whole body singing yes, yes, this.
“No,” he said. “No, no, no, that’s not going to happen.” He paused. “I know. Right, I know, but the thing is—”
He stopped speaking.
He sighed.
Ashley sighed, too, as if in echo, and registered her surroundings more completely. Roman on the phone by the front window. Her bare, aching legs stretched out on the couch. The soft brush of the chenille throw against her cheek, her exposed hip, her calf.
He’d carried her in here. Spread her out on her side, put a pillow beneath her head, covered her up.
How long had she been out?
“Sure. Yes. I’ve had a few wrinkles here, but nothing I can’t handle. I’m not going to make it to New York, though. I’ll have to ride out the storm here. Give me a call when you get in, or I’ll call you guys once I’m able to. It might be a few hours. All right. Bye.”
He turned around just as she sat up, which meant he saw her wince and press her fingers to the space between her eyebrows in a futile attempt to contain the throbbing pain in her head.
Some creature had crawled into her mouth and died. Possibly the very small, very stupid squirrel taxed with the job of safeguarding her good sense.
She’d kissed him. She’d made him swear an oath, and then he’d unlocked her and she’d kissed him, passed out, and had a desperate, vivid dream about how badly she wanted to have sex with him.
Which she kind of did now, even though that was totally cracked, and how was she supposed to get him to Georgia in these circumstances? How could she drag him to Mitzi, Airstream in tow, when she couldn’t even sit up without feeling like her brain was going to explode and dribble out her nose?
She couldn’t handle this. She couldn’t even trust herself to stick to the plan while unconscious.
“How are you feeling?”
“Great,” she croaked.
When he raised an eyebrow, she had no idea how to respond. She attempted a smile, but her bottom lip cracked and started to bleed.
Ashley licked the blood away, wishing she weren’t such a mess. That she weren’t so itchy, filthy, her skin beneath her bikini and
Ashley tussled with consciousness for what felt like an eternity. She groped at it in that timeless, unending way of dreams, her need to emerge from sleep manifested as an empty ache between her legs, a yearning for her dream-lover that she couldn’t slake because, God , she’d been trying forever, but she couldn’t figure out how to get his zipper down and his jeans off.
And then the jeans were history— success! —and she was blinking futilely at the elastic band of his underwear, trying to remember what to do next. Incapable of pushing her own underwear either down or aside.
Another magical removal left them skin to skin below the waist, dark to light, her lover perched above her on his elbows and her eyes on the condom he held out to her. They passed it back and forth a few times, utterly baffled. Her frustration reached a fever pitch and held there, back arched, hips lifting, until finally, finally he moved inside her, and she saw the understanding and the rapture break over his face at the same moment he spoke.
“Carmen,” he said, and Ashley woke up. “It’s Roman.”
It was Roman between her legs, inside her head.
No. It was Roman speaking on the phone from the other side of the room.
Ashley squeezed her eyes shut and opened them again. Fuzzy avocado green. A splash of orange. She knew this couch. It sat in the low cinder-block building that served as Sunnyvale’s office.
And the only way she could’ve gotten from the palm tree—the last place she remembered being—to this couch—where she most assuredly was now —was if Roman had carried her.
She’d passed out and woken up having a sex dream about her arch-enemy.
How humiliating.
Worse, she kind of wanted to go back to the dream, because she could still feel him. That hot, thick slide. That moment of heavy-lidded, hazy recognition. Her whole body singing yes, yes, this.
“No,” he said. “No, no, no, that’s not going to happen.” He paused. “I know. Right, I know, but the thing is—”
He stopped speaking.
He sighed.
Ashley sighed, too, as if in echo, and registered her surroundings more completely. Roman on the phone by the front window. Her bare, aching legs stretched out on the couch. The soft brush of the chenille throw against her cheek, her exposed hip, her calf.
He’d carried her in here. Spread her out on her side, put a pillow beneath her head, covered her up.
How long had she been out?
“Sure. Yes. I’ve had a few wrinkles here, but nothing I can’t handle. I’m not going to make it to New York, though. I’ll have to ride out the storm here. Give me a call when you get in, or I’ll call you guys once I’m able to. It might be a few hours. All right. Bye.”
He turned around just as she sat up, which meant he saw her wince and press her fingers to the space between her eyebrows in a futile attempt to contain the throbbing pain in her head.
Some creature had crawled into her mouth and died. Possibly the very small, very stupid squirrel taxed with the job of safeguarding her good sense.
She’d kissed him. She’d made him swear an oath, and then he’d unlocked her and she’d kissed him, passed out, and had a desperate, vivid dream about how badly she wanted to have sex with him.
Which she kind of did now, even though that was totally cracked, and how was she supposed to get him to Georgia in these circumstances? How could she drag him to Mitzi, Airstream in tow, when she couldn’t even sit up without feeling like her brain was going to explode and dribble out her nose?
She couldn’t handle this. She couldn’t even trust herself to stick to the plan while unconscious.
“How are you feeling?”
“Great,” she croaked.
When he raised an eyebrow, she had no idea how to respond. She attempted a smile, but her bottom lip cracked and started to bleed.
Ashley licked the blood away, wishing she weren’t such a mess. That she weren’t so itchy, filthy, her skin beneath her bikini and
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