open
his bedroom door, Jez broke the kiss to say, “Can we use m y room ?”
A slight frown tugged at Mac’s brows as he stared intently at him .
“Does it m atter?”
“I, uh….” Jez took a deep breath, his cheeks burning hot as he looked
down at where his hands gripped Mac’s T-shirt. “I’ve got som e lube. I
thought m ay be we could try som ething new.”
The silence felt painfully long, and Jez didn’t dare check Mac’s
reaction. Fuck. He should have kept his stupid m outh shut. He’d probably
overstepped som e invisible line with the suggestion, and he’d m essed up
what had been a perfect evening until now.
“I suppose.” Mac sounded uncertain. “But… which way round were
y ou thinking?”
“Oh. I m eant for y ou to fuck m e… if y ou wanted to try that? Not
that I wouldn’t want to fuck y ou. Of course I would. I m ean, why
wouldn’t I? But I didn’t think y ou’d be into—”
Mac m ercifully cut off Jez’s nervous ram bling with another kiss. Jez
kissed him back enthusiastically, unsure of what the kiss m eant but
assum ing it could only be a positive sign.
“Yeah,” Mac finally m uttered between kisses. “Hell y eah, I wanna
fuck y ou.”
Jez’s knees went weak at the desperation in Mac’s voice. Unable to
wait any m ore, he grabbed Mac’s hand and pulled him towards his
bedroom . “Com e on, then.”
Chapter Twelve
Jez turned on the lam p by his bed and got the lube and a condom out
of his bedside drawer. He tossed them onto the bed where they lay, proof
of what they were about to do. The m ood changed. Desire was still there,
but tem pered with nerves. Every thing felt new to Jez even though Mac’s
touch was fam iliar. They undressed each other slowly between kisses.
Jez’s hands shook with nerves, and Mac’s didn’t seem m uch steadier.
Finally naked, they got into the bed, and Jez gave Mac the bottle of
lube.
Mac looked at it as though it was an unexploded bom b. “I don’t know
what to do. I don’t wanna hurt y ou.”
“You won’t if we’re careful. Well… it’ll probably hurt a bit at first,
but I want to try any way.” Jez heard the determ ination in his own voice.
He couldn’t believe he was asking for this. He’d com e a long way in a
few short weeks, but he wanted to do this with Mac, to have him that way.
Then nobody could ever take that away from him —whatever happened
in the future.
Mac still hesitated, so Jez took the lube from his hand and bent his
knee. Ly ing on his side, facing Mac, he reached behind him self with
slippery fingers. Jez circled his hole and then hissed as he pushed inside
and felt that first burning stretch.
“Fuck, are y ou…? God. That’s so hot,” Mac said. His voice was
husky.
“Wanna try ? It’s fucking awkward doing this to y ourself any way.”
Plus Mac’s fingers were longer and thicker. Jez figured it would be good to
take those before he tried dealing with Mac’s dick.
Mac swallowed hard and nodded, seem ingly lost for words.
Jez rolled onto his stom ach and spread his legs for Mac, tilting his
hips up. A m om entary flush of sham e flooded through him . It felt so dirty
to be face down, arse up for another guy.
It’s not just any guy, Jez rem inded him self. It’s Mac.
Mac pulled the covers down and knelt astride one of Jez’s thighs.
“Wow.” His choked, appreciative voice swept all Jez’s discom fort away
on a tide of arousal. Mac gripped Jez’s arsecheeks with warm hands and
opened him further.
The first tentative touch of Mac’s finger on Jez’s slick hole m ade Jez’s
cock j erk and leak against the sheets.
Mac circled it slowly. “Like that?”
“Yeah.” Jez’s m uscles twitched, and he arched his back, pushing
against the pressure. “That’s good. Ahh!” He tensed as Mac tried to push
inside. Jez knew he should be able to do this, but it was different when
som eone else was in control. His body reacted instinctively, fighting
his bedroom door, Jez broke the kiss to say, “Can we use m y room ?”
A slight frown tugged at Mac’s brows as he stared intently at him .
“Does it m atter?”
“I, uh….” Jez took a deep breath, his cheeks burning hot as he looked
down at where his hands gripped Mac’s T-shirt. “I’ve got som e lube. I
thought m ay be we could try som ething new.”
The silence felt painfully long, and Jez didn’t dare check Mac’s
reaction. Fuck. He should have kept his stupid m outh shut. He’d probably
overstepped som e invisible line with the suggestion, and he’d m essed up
what had been a perfect evening until now.
“I suppose.” Mac sounded uncertain. “But… which way round were
y ou thinking?”
“Oh. I m eant for y ou to fuck m e… if y ou wanted to try that? Not
that I wouldn’t want to fuck y ou. Of course I would. I m ean, why
wouldn’t I? But I didn’t think y ou’d be into—”
Mac m ercifully cut off Jez’s nervous ram bling with another kiss. Jez
kissed him back enthusiastically, unsure of what the kiss m eant but
assum ing it could only be a positive sign.
“Yeah,” Mac finally m uttered between kisses. “Hell y eah, I wanna
fuck y ou.”
Jez’s knees went weak at the desperation in Mac’s voice. Unable to
wait any m ore, he grabbed Mac’s hand and pulled him towards his
bedroom . “Com e on, then.”
Chapter Twelve
Jez turned on the lam p by his bed and got the lube and a condom out
of his bedside drawer. He tossed them onto the bed where they lay, proof
of what they were about to do. The m ood changed. Desire was still there,
but tem pered with nerves. Every thing felt new to Jez even though Mac’s
touch was fam iliar. They undressed each other slowly between kisses.
Jez’s hands shook with nerves, and Mac’s didn’t seem m uch steadier.
Finally naked, they got into the bed, and Jez gave Mac the bottle of
lube.
Mac looked at it as though it was an unexploded bom b. “I don’t know
what to do. I don’t wanna hurt y ou.”
“You won’t if we’re careful. Well… it’ll probably hurt a bit at first,
but I want to try any way.” Jez heard the determ ination in his own voice.
He couldn’t believe he was asking for this. He’d com e a long way in a
few short weeks, but he wanted to do this with Mac, to have him that way.
Then nobody could ever take that away from him —whatever happened
in the future.
Mac still hesitated, so Jez took the lube from his hand and bent his
knee. Ly ing on his side, facing Mac, he reached behind him self with
slippery fingers. Jez circled his hole and then hissed as he pushed inside
and felt that first burning stretch.
“Fuck, are y ou…? God. That’s so hot,” Mac said. His voice was
husky.
“Wanna try ? It’s fucking awkward doing this to y ourself any way.”
Plus Mac’s fingers were longer and thicker. Jez figured it would be good to
take those before he tried dealing with Mac’s dick.
Mac swallowed hard and nodded, seem ingly lost for words.
Jez rolled onto his stom ach and spread his legs for Mac, tilting his
hips up. A m om entary flush of sham e flooded through him . It felt so dirty
to be face down, arse up for another guy.
It’s not just any guy, Jez rem inded him self. It’s Mac.
Mac pulled the covers down and knelt astride one of Jez’s thighs.
“Wow.” His choked, appreciative voice swept all Jez’s discom fort away
on a tide of arousal. Mac gripped Jez’s arsecheeks with warm hands and
opened him further.
The first tentative touch of Mac’s finger on Jez’s slick hole m ade Jez’s
cock j erk and leak against the sheets.
Mac circled it slowly. “Like that?”
“Yeah.” Jez’s m uscles twitched, and he arched his back, pushing
against the pressure. “That’s good. Ahh!” He tensed as Mac tried to push
inside. Jez knew he should be able to do this, but it was different when
som eone else was in control. His body reacted instinctively, fighting
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