Heartbreaker by Linda Howard Page B

disappeared into the bathroom. The sound of the shower came on. Move in with him? If there was any limit to his gall, she hadn’t seen it yet! She sat down on the edge of the bed, watching the bathroom door and waiting for him to emerge as she fought the uneasy feeling of sliding further and further down a precipitous slope. Control of her own life was slipping from her hands, and she didn’t know if she could stop it. It wasn’t just that John was so domineering, though he was; the problem was that, despite how much she wished it were different, she was weak where he was concerned. She wanted to be able to simply walk into his arms and let them lock around her, to rest against him and let him handle everything. She was so tired, physically and mentally. But if she let him take over completely, what would happen when he became bored with her? She would be right back where she’d started, but with a broken heart added to her problems.
    The shower stopped running. An image of him formed in her mind, powerfully muscled, naked, dripping wet. Drying himself with her towels. Filling her bathroom with his male scent and presence. He wouldn’t look diminished or foolish in her very feminine rose-and-white bathroom, nor would it bother him that he’d bathed with perfumed soap. He was so intensely masculine that female surroundings merely accentuated that masculinity.
    She began to tremble, thinking of the things he’d done during the night, the way he’d made her feel. She hadn’t known her body could take over like that, that she could revel in being possessed, and despite the outdated notion that a man could physically “possess” a woman, that was what had happened. She felt it, instinctively and deeply, the sensation sinking into her bones.
    He sauntered from the bathroom wearing only a towel hitched low on his hips, the thick velvety fabric contrasting whitely with the bronzed darkness of his abdomen. His hair and mustache still gleamed wetly; a few drops of moisture glistened on his wide shoulders and in the curls that darkened his broad chest. Her mouth went dry. His body hair followed the tree of life pattern, with the tufts under his arms and curls across his chest, then the narrowing line that ran down his abdomen before spreading again at his groin. He was as superbly built as a triathlete, and she actually ached to touch him, to run her palms all over him.
    He gave her a hard, level look. “Stop stalling and get packed.”
    â€œI’m not going.” She tried to sound strong about it; if her voice lacked the volume she’d wanted, at least it was even.
    â€œYou’ll be embarrassed if you don’t have anything on besides that robe when I carry you into my house,” he warned quietly.
    â€œJohn—” She stopped, then made a frustrated motion with her hand. “I don’t want to get involved with you.”
    â€œIt’s a little late to worry about that now,” he pointed out.
    â€œI know,” she whispered. “Last night shouldn’t have happened.”
    â€œDamn it to hell, woman, it should’ve happened a long time ago.” Irritated, he dropped the towel to the floor and picked up his briefs. “Moving in with me is the only sensible thing to do. I normally work twelve hours a day, sometimes more. Sometimes I’m up all night. Then there’s the paperwork to do in the evenings; hell, you know what it takes to run a ranch. When would I get over to see you? Once a week? I’ll be damned if I’ll settle for an occasional quickie.”
    â€œWhat about my ranch? Who’ll take care of it while I make myself convenient to you whenever you get the urge?”
    He gave a short bark of laughter. “Baby, if you lay down every time I got the urge, you’d spend the next year on your back. I get hard every time I look at you.”
    Involuntarily her eyes dropped down his body, and a wave of heat