down â why?â, and I say, âNo reason, I just want to know,â but itâs actually so I can learn it off and say it to Toni and see if her face changes like Dr Geronticsâ.
âThis plaquing â¦â she says. âItâs often implicated in multi-infarct induced dementia, isnât it?â
This is what she actually says â multi-infarct induced dementia.
And you should have seen Dr Geronticsâ face then, and the way his jaw drops open. Itâs like heâs just seen his second reindeer fall over, and heâs starting to think his whole teamâs got TB or something.
âYes â¦â he says. âThatâs right.â
âAnd evidence of that might show up on a CAT scan or an MRI?â
âYes â¦â he goes. âIt might.â
And Iâm not that surprised because I know how smart Mum is, and I know sheâs been reading all these books and articles and things and telling Philip about it when he just wants to eat his dinner in peace for the last two months. But Philip always goes Really? when Mum tells him something new sheâs learned and says itâs fascinating â once you get deep inside it.
And Mumâs so polite and agreeing to Dr Gerontics after that, and if you just listened to it without knowing, youâd think maybe she was over-polite or crawling but itâs not like that at all, cos somethingâs really changed and itâs like sheâs in charge now and running things, and all the time sheâs saying things like: âThatâs been very helpful. And now I suppose we should arrange some dates and times for the CAT scans and so on â¦â and Dr Gerontics is going, âYes, yes, my secretary will contact you after sheâs spoken to the hospital,â and heâs getting up from behind his desk and canât get rid of us soon enough.
But it doesnât happen quite like that because when we get out in the foyer where the ladyâs still reading her magazine, Mum opens her bag and takes out her car keys and gives them to me and says:
âTake Grandma Vera out to the car. Iâll be with you in a second.â
âBut ââ
âTake-her-to-the-car,â she says. âThereâs one last thing I want to ask the doctor.â And she goes back and knocks on his door which heâs just shut behind us and she doesnât wait for him to open it or call Come in, but just opens it herself and goes in, and I hear him say âOhhâ in this strangled voice before the door shuts.
âWhat did you have to ask him?â I say when she gets back to the car.
âNothing.â
Nothing means something but the something is none of my business. And that makes me say:
âHeâs awful. I hate him.â
Sheâs reversing the car out when I say this, and Grandma Veraâs singing away to herself in the back. And thatâs when Mum says to me in this normal voice:
âHeâs par for the course for a specialist, dear. Heâs a total stuffed shirt.â
Iâm still thinking about a stuffed shirt â a total one â when she says:
âHeâs got a poker so far up his arse, if he sat down in a hurry his eyes would cross.â
And I laugh. âOr his ears would wiggle,â I say back. And we both laugh, and I feel better already.
My Mum says these things to me, but never when Katieâs around â sheâs as strict as anything with Katie and doesnât let her swear or anything â or me, either, unless Iâm with her and weâre alone. Or weâre with Grandma Vera who doesnât notice half the time. And I think itâs because of the time in Greece when Mum and Dad were quarrelling and yelling a lot and sheâd swear and call him a useless prick and all his brains were in his dick or something, and theyâd swear and shout and sheâd throw things at him and Grandma Irini, Yiayia Irini,
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