angel, and
now you’re my angel.”
“You honestly don’t think you can keep me here without
some consequences? Some divine retribution?”
“I’m not doing too badly so far,” Jake chuckled. “Besides,
it was high time you got away from that hick town. It was
clearly holding you back.”
“You make me sick!”
“Now, now, let’s not squabble on your very first day.
Please, do sit down.” Jake’s voice became suddenly
inviting as if we were two friends reuniting after a long
separation. “We have so much to talk about.”
8
No Exit
“I’M not discussing anything with you until I get my
memories back,” I said through gritted teeth. “They weren’t
yours to take and there are things I need to remember.”
“I didn’t take away your memories, Beth,” Jake scoffed.
“Though it’s flattering you think I’m powerful enough to do
so. I may have buried them temporarily but dig deep and
you’l find them. Personal y, I’d let it go, make a fresh start.”
“Wil you show me how? I can’t do it by myself.”
“Give me one good reason why I should.” Jake rocked
back in his chair and pouted. “I’m sure you’l only twist
things to make me look bad.”
“I’m serious, enough with the games!”
“Bethany, has it occurred to you that maybe I’m doing this
for your own good? Maybe you’re better off this way.”
“Jake, please,” I said softly. “I’m not the same person
“Jake, please,” I said softly. “I’m not the same person
anymore. I don’t recognize myself. What’s the point of
having me here if I don’t even know who I am?”
Jake gave an exaggerated sigh as if my request were a
huge imposition.
“Oh, very wel .” In a single fluid movement he crossed the
room to where I was standing. “Let me see what I can do.”
Jake pressed two cool fingers lightly against my right
temple. And that was it. The repressed memories
cascaded like an avalanche. I had to reach out and steady
myself by holding on to the edge of the table. I stil
remembered my peaceful life at Byron, but now the missing
pieces of the puzzle were back. I remembered the core and
center from which everything else stemmed. I saw the night
of the Hal oween party, only this time I wasn’t alone.
Someone with dazzling blue eyes, honeystreaked hair, and
a smile so disarming it made me weak at the knees was by
my side. Remembering Xavier’s face caused an
indescribable rush of happiness to surge through me.
But it was short lived. Seconds later another memory
savagely blotted out the first. I saw Xavier’s crumpled figure
lying on the dusty road while a motorbike sped away into
the darkness. The memory made me so heartsick I wished I
could give it back and force it out of my mind. My whole
body now ached with the pain of our separation and the
sight of his lifeless form. I couldn’t live with the knowledge
that he might be gone. If I knew that Xavier was alive and
wel , I could even bear my exile to this God-forsaken
wasteland. Without him, I wouldn’t be able to muster the wil
to survive. I realized at that moment that, wise or foolhardy,
to survive. I realized at that moment that, wise or foolhardy,
al of my happiness came from one single source. If that
source was cut off, I wouldn’t be able to function; I wouldn’t
want to.
“Xavier,” I breathed. I felt as if al the air had been sucked
out of the room. Why was it so stifling in here? The image
couldn’t be dislodged. “Please tel me he’s al right.”
Jake rol ed his eyes. “Typical. I should have known your
thoughts would go straight to him.”
I was choking back tears. “Wasn’t it enough to abduct
me? How dare you hurt him! You’re a vicious, heartless
coward.” Rage suddenly replaced my distress. My hands
curled into fists and began beating at Jake’s chest. He
didn’t try to stop me but simply waited for the anger to
subside.
“Feel better now?” he asked. I didn’t feel
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