werenât nearly as interesting as his, so he clicked the email window closed and gave up the pretense.
This was sick. This was twisted. It was nuts to even consider.
But it was going to happen. That much he was sure of. And he was pretty damn sure Megan felt the same way.
Maybe if they could both get it out of their systems, then they could go back to their separate lives.
Now to get Megan to see it that way.
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âIâm fine, Mom. Really.â The lie got easier each time Megan told it. Another three hundred times and maybe sheâd begin to believe it, as well.
âWell, if it makes you feel any better, I think you did great on Devinâs show. Iâd sign on as a client of yours any day.â Her mom was in cheerleader modeâhad been since the first whiff of trouble.
âThanks, Mom. But please tell me you and Daddy arenât having problems.â
âNothing a move to Florida wonât solve.â
âTogether, I hope.â
âOf course, honey. Donât worry about us. Weâve been married so long divorce isnât an option. I might kill him, but I wonât divorce him.â
âGood. But try not to kill him, either. Call me first and Iâll talk you down.â
âSpeaking of killing peopleâ¦â Her momâs voice took on a too-casual tone and Megan braced herself. âHow are you getting along with Devin?â
Argh. âWhat do you mean?â
Mom sighed. âYouâve obviously had to spend some time with himâduring the show, if nothing else. Howâd that go?â
âFine,â she managed to get out in a normal tone. Thank goodness her mother couldnât see her face. Sheâd be busted for that lie for sure. âWeâve both grown and changed and weâre different people now, and this was a professional setting and situation, so itââ Megan broke off midramble as her mother laughed. âOkay,â she admitted, âso Iâve had better moments. You just said it all sounded fine on the radio, and thatâs what matters.â
âIf you say so.â
âI do.â I need to change the subject. âSo, Momââ
âDid you listen to his show this morning?â
She had, but she wasnât going to admit it. âAre you telling me you did?â
âOf course. I wanted to see which way the wind was blowing. Make sure he didnât undo any of the progress youâd made. He didnât, by the way.â
âI didnât think he would.â But sheâd listened to be sure. âDevinâs being great about this. He understands my predicament.â
âSo did you two talk about anythingâ¦?â
Not subtle, Mom. Not subtle at all. âOh, Mom, thereâs someone at the door. Can I call you later?â
âOf course, honey. Take care.â
Megan hung up and spent a brief moment feeling bad about lying to her mother. After all the Devin-related drama of the past, though, of course Mom was twitchy about her being anywhere near him again.
And boy, did Mom have good reason to be. Megan was very twitchy about it, too, but after a long, sleepless night spent thinking, she had it under control now. The current emotional upheaval made her vulnerable. That vulnerability had her looking for a safe anchor. Years ago that anchor had been Devin, and with him here now, she was misplacing all that angst and emotion and need. That was the explanation for yesterdayâs close-call chemical reaction.
Now that sheâd identified it, she could avoid it. She felt much better today with her newfound understanding of the situation. Sadly, that understanding hadnât completely squelched the ache inside her, but it had damped it down a bit. Once she managed to rein in her subconsciousâs need to explore every old fantasy sheâd ever harbored, sheâd be in good shape. It would just take a little time. And effort.
Maybe in a couple
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