distance over the past week and a half. Theyâd managed to work amicably. The Chase was within reach. Teamwork. Success. Peace.
He hadnât mentioned them again. He hadnât flirted with her, touched her or really looked at her. It was what sheâd wanted and needed. It was what the team needed even more, though it was clear nobody but James had a clue how fortunate they all were.
Is he dating the blonde? Is he, even now, flirting with her, touching her?
The very idea made her blood boil hotter than brake fluid at Richmond. And how ridiculous was that?
âSomething going on with you and Kane?â her father asked, jerking her from her thoughts.
âGoing on?â she echoed stupidly.
Still tinkering under the hood, he said, âYou act different.â
âI do?â
âYouâve been tense. Jumpy.â
Could she really fool her father? The man was more astute than Donald Trump in the middle of a real estate negotiation. âNope. Not tense at all.â
âYes, you are.â
âIâm ready for Richmond. Iâm pumped and excited about The Chase.â
âYouâre only tense when Kane is around.â
âAm I?â
âYes.â
âCanât imagine why.â
Her father straightened. He glanced around the race shop full of crew membersâwho were, thankfully, busy elsewhereâbefore directing his sharp, hazel gaze at hers. âI saw you through puberty, Lexie. Plus the first round with that boy. Nowâs not the time for round two.â
Realizing there was no point in pretense, she sighed. âItâs more complicated this time.â
âYou bet it is. Before, you guys were kids, goofing around, having fun winning races. You, outsmarting the other crew chiefs. Him, outdriving the field. James, drumming up a thousands bucks from the local Dairy Queen to buy equipment for the next race.
â This is different. The fans document every race-day call on their Web sites. The media discusses Kaneâs driving style, his mood and his image. Sonomic Oil gave Hollister Racing fifteen million dollars to sponsor this car. We canât make a mistake. You heard Bob yesterday. We have to make the top ten.â
Her heart heavy, she nodded. âYes, sir, I know.â
Sheâd known all this before, of course. But having her dad lay it out so plainly was a painful reminder that her life wasnât just her own.
âLetâs go outside,â her father said, cupping his hand beneath her elbow, setting his wrench aside on the way.
They stopped on the octagonal-shaped wooden deck in back of the race shop where they sometimes had company picnics. Even though it was September, the air was still thick with summer humidity, the heat hanging on like a bad headache. She tried to envision the grass and the trees crystallized and frozen, as they would be when the season was over; when the championship trophy had been presented and the teams were anticipating the arrival of the holidays instead of another weekend on the road.
But she couldnât see anything beyond Saturday night. Make-or-break time. The knot in her stomach tightened.
âI know the pressure I put on you,â her father said, leaning back against the deck railing. âI know how hardâhow close to impossibleâit is to have a personal life in this business. The pressure of winning and losing, the endless weeks on the road, the constant changes in rules, R&D advancements and team members all take their toll. Our jobs are all-consuming, and nobody outside our business can possibly relate.â
âYou and Mom did it.â
âWe were able to race as a family.â
She crossed her arms over her chest. âItâs lousy, you know. I canât date a colleague, but nobody who isnât a colleague will understand what I do.â
âHow about a nice accountant?â
She laughed. âYouâre reading my mind. Should I go for
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