boosting clothes for a guy. The guy had a regular list of businessmen customers he stole for. The customer told the guy what he wanted and the guy told Stan and Stan went into the store wearing old stuff from the Salvation Army and walked out wearing the items requested. It was easy but took nerve. It wasnât like house penetration but it was fun, exciting. You had to be careful you didnât get all heady and start boosting everything in sight. âNever grift on the way out,â was good old con advice.
One day he walked into Sichelâs, the best menâs store in Portland, to pick up a camelâs hair coat, size forty-two, when he ran into Marty Greenberg, standing in front of the triple mirrors admiring himself in a new topcoat. Marty smiled slyly and modeled the coat. âHow do you like it?â
âUh, fine,â Stan said. He wondered how Marty could afford a hundred-dollar coat, but didnât ask. He couldnât steal anything now. He felt the energy heâd worked up flushing away, leaving him empty and depressed. He watched Marty trying on stuff, realizing that the guy was just having some fun. Stan pretended he too had come in just to look around.
âBest store in Portland,â Marty said.
âSo Iâve heard.â
They were around the corner from Jolly Joanâs. âLetâs go say hello to my girlfriend,â Marty said. It was sunny out, a nice spring day except for the cold wind. They walked together, hands in their pockets, heads bent intothe wind. For some reason just seeing Marty made Stan feel like a different man. He could always go back and get the jacket later, although he didnât want to try Sichelâs again so soon. Fahey-Brockman across Broadway had good jackets.
âHowâs the writing going?â Marty asked him. He held open the glass door to Jolly Joanâs and Stan moved into the billowing warmth and clatter.
âItâs going great,â he said.
Meeting all these new people had made Stan self-conscious about sitting up all night scrawling in his notebooks. Before, heâd just been fucking around. Now he was writing . And these other guys had their own women, they were easy around women. In fact, unless he had things wrong, both Marty Greenberg and the famous Dick Dubonet had women who worked, and Marty didnât even have the excuse that he was writing. Marty was a philosopher, and when he did decide to write down his thoughts, it would be a huge work the whole world would have to pay attention to. But meanwhile he let his girlfriend or roommate or whoever she was do the working and pay the rent. Stan knew a couple of pimps from jail. They were funny entertaining guys, like Marty. When they werenât in jail they hung out at the Desert Room and talked about their big plans. Just like Marty, only Martyâs big plans were philosophical rather than entrepreneurial, if that was the right word.
Stan didnât stop writing. He made sure he wrote two hours a night, recalling Dickâs scornful inquiry. But he got tired of bending his short stubby fingers around a ballpoint and writing with his pad on his knee. If he was serious about this, heâd have to teach himself to type. He thought about stealing a typewriter and immediately backed away from the idea. The stealing was one part of his life. He wanted the writing to be different. All right, pure. Not part of his sickness, which he admitted ruled his life. The sick sexual desire that came over him on stealing days. The thing that was going to put him away. Bizarre, sick, unspeakable. Marty thought he was a hero for robbing houses, although he didnât know any details, only that Stan had âdone a little stealing now and then.â Said with a sly grin, as if Stan was Jesse James.
So he went down to the typewriter store across from Gillâs, the big bookstore, and bought himself a used Underwood portable. He didnât tell Marty. He went up
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