up.
âHe misses you,â I add.
âYeah,â she says like it canât be helped.
âYou were just hooking up with him,â Caleb says. âIt wasnât more, was it?â
Val shrugs. She draws a tiny Icelandair logo on one of the airplane tails. âI didnât really consider it becoming anything more,â she says. âHeâs a sweetie, but . . . Iâd just let him down.â A shadow passes over her face. âWell,â she adds quickly, âyou know, after I got him off.â
We giggle again, and Iâm so tired that it feels like soda bubbles behind my forehead, but I also notice that Val stops laughing far earlier than Caleb and me.
4:09 p.m.
âWhat are you doing?â I ask Caleb as I wake, halfwaythrough our second flight.
Heâs been typing on his phone since we took off.
âYou didnât turn on the Wi-Fi, did you?â
âNope.â He passes me the phone. The notepad is open and there are words. It takes travel brain a minute to realize theyâre arranged in lines. Lyrics.
âHow do they go?â I ask him.
He leans into my ear, his breath warm, and sings in a whisper:
I see the future and all I see is you
Iâve been making plans since you took my hand
But when you ask me, I keep it to myself
Itâs not the future, until you see it too
Let the miles come, it doesnât matter
Let the time zones change, it doesnât mean a thing
If youâre where you want to be, I want to be there too
If youâre where you want to be then . . . Iâll be with you.
I mash my lips against his. âYou are way too sweet,â I say.
Caleb nuzzles his face against my neck. âI mean it. I feel like, if we can make it through this, we can make it through anything.â
I hold him and wish these plane seats were more private. As we kiss again, I can practically feel Val rolling her eyes from three rows back, not that she can even really see us.
I sink back to sleep on Calebâs shoulder, trying to picture our future together, but my own future is still too foggy.
6:25 p.m.
It is dark by the time we land, so at first, London is just another airport anywhere.
We leave the plane and head directly for the gift shop across from the gate. We separate, stumbling around, and reconvene at the register. I put down trail mix and an energy drink. Val has a long package of plain-looking round cookies.
âWhat are those?â I ask.
âBiscuits,â she says. âItâs what youâre supposed to do. Also these.â She has a package of potato chips that are steak and onion flavored.
âGross,â I say.
âI know, right?â She grins big, but itâs interrupted by a yawn.
Caleb arrives with a city map and three wristwatches. âCheck these out,â he says. They are cheap tourist trinkets, gold-colored watches on black faux leather bands, with the Union Jack on the face. âThis way, we can leave our phones off the whole time,â he says.
âI like the sound of that,â I say.
Val unfolds the map and runs her fingers over the diagonal lines of the city. âThis primitive technology is amazing.â
âThat will be nineteen pounds thirty,â says the cashier, and I can tell weâre all trying not to giggle at the awesomeness of her accent.
But then it hits me what sheâs saying. âOh,â I say, âwe only have . . . Do you take American dollars?â
The woman just gazes at us. âThereâs an exchange booth that way.â
âCan we leave this stuff here?â Caleb asks.
The cashier just sighs and sweeps it all into a bag that she stashes beside her.
âHow much cash do we have left?â Val asks as we walk through the terminal.
I carefully remove the envelope from my bag and thumb through. âSix hundred and some change,â I say. Moments later, I hand it over to an expressionless young man in a suit vest, and
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