Find You in the Dark
hand, who had been intercepted by Jeremiah Higgins and Lila Casteel.  Rachel gave me a smile as I approached before turning back to her conversation with Jeremiah and Lila.   They were apparently trying to recruit her for the Humanitarian Club or something equally boring.  I stood there not really listening, tapping my foot, and scoping out the party.
      People were really drunk.  I could see a few girls throwing- up in the bushes already.  Couples were  grinding against each other as they danced badly to the techno music blaring from the house and people were sneaking off to do god knows what in the woods.  Wow, this was seriously awful and I couldn't believe I actually wanted to come.  I just hoped Clayton had decided to bail, even though I had asked him not to.
      No such luck.  Just as the thought crossed my mind, there he was.  He had just walked toward the bonfire when Kylie -(Daniels' now on again girlfriend-) and her bitch posse stopped him.  I wasn't sure whether Clay had spoken with any of them since their awkward introduction at Bubble's.  But there they were, chatting it up like BFFs.
      Grr, that crazy jealousy knifed through me again.  Dana and McKenna laughed at something Clayton said.  Dana in her bleach blond glory, tossing her stupid, perfect curls back and laying her hand on my Clay's arm.  Okay, I needed to check myself.  He wasn't my Clay.  He was only my friend, who I thought might kiss me earlier today.  That didn't mean I had some sort of claim. 
      Despite my rationalizations, I was still beyond annoyed by the very obvious flirting happening on the other side of the bonfire.  It was like watching a car wreck.  My eyes were glued to the horror in front of me.  After a few minutes, I was relieved that Kylie and the bimbettes started moving back toward the house.  Clayton stood there in the flickering shadow of the bonfire, looking like some sort of male model in his dark jeans and green Henley shirt.  He was without his faded army jacket for once and he looked almost naked without it.
      I nudged Rachel in the side and cocked my head in Clay's direction letting her know I was heading over to him.  “I'll be there in a sec.”  She told me.  I walked over to Clay and I knew the exact moment he saw me.  It was like one of those super cheesy movie moments when the boy and girl see each other across a crowded room, their eyes locked only on each other.  They move slowly toward one another, as if pulled by an invisible force.  Then they rush into each others' arms, kissing passionately, and declaring their undying love. 
      Well, my scene didn't quite go that way.  Clay and I met half way and he kept his hands firmly in his jeans' pockets and nodded his head in my direction.  Though, he did give me an awfully nice smile.  “Hey, Mags.  Raging party.  Not exactly what I was expecting.”  He said jokingly as a junior stumbled past us to puke his guts out in the dirt not even ten feet behind me. 
      I cringed.  “Yeah, I'm sorry, Clay, it's not usually like this.  Apparently Melissa's parents are out of town, thus the massive kegger.”  Clayton shrugged, trying to act as if the crazy debauchery around us wasn't bothering him.  I lightly touched his arm and he looked down at my fingers and then up into my eyes.  “If this is too much for you, we can leave.  You know, go get something to eat, go see a movie.  Anything really.”  I said, hoping he'd say yes and we could get out of there.
      Clay looked around, tossing his dark hair out of his eyes.  “No, that's cool.  I mean I'm already here, right?”  I dropped my hand from his sleeve and it hung limply at my side.  We fell into our normal silence as we watched kids from our school and the next town over, partying like it was 1999. 
      “ Hey guys!  Clay, it's so cool that you made it!”  Rachel gave Clay a big hug.  Clayton looked over her shoulder at me, surprise obvious on his face. 

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