Fantasyland 04 Broken Dove by Kristen Ashley Page B

believe he didn’t understand his friend.
    But he had a feeling he understood his friend.
    He watched as Derrik planted his feet apart and his fists to his hips.
    Oh yes.
    He understood his friend.
    “If you don’t want her, I’ll take her,” he repeated.
    By the gods, he had to jest.
    “Are you talking about my wife?” Apollo asked low.
    “She’s not your wife,” Derrik returned.
    “She’s my wife,” Apollo bit out.
    “She’s not your bloody wife,” Derrik clipped.
    “Gods, man!” Apollo exploded, coming to the end of his patience and swinging out a hand. “You know she is just as she isn’t.”
    “No, Lo. I just know she isn’t, ” Derrik returned.
    Apollo felt his eyes narrow. “Are you deranged?”
    “Not in the slightest. She told me you told her that you didn’t want her. If that’s the case, I’ll take her. We’ll be away this eve. We’ll go to the Vale, Fleuridia, somewhere you don’t know where we are but also somewhere far away from you so you’ll never see her with me.”
    Suddenly, Apollo’s palms itched, his skin prickled and through this he warned, “I suggest you stop talking.”
    Derrik shook his head.
    “I won’t. You left her alone, forlorn and frightened. She will not be alone, she’ll not be frightened and she’ll never be forlorn. Not with me,” Derrik stated.
    Apollo held his friend’s eyes—his closest friend—and a sick feeling snaked up his throat.
    Because of this, his voice was deadly quiet when he asked, “In saying this, are you saying that you held feelings for Ilsa?”
    “Don’t be daft,” Derrik spit out. “In saying this, I’m telling you I have feelings for Maddie.”
    Apollo’s head jerked. “Who the bloody hell is Maddie?”
    “She’s our Ilsa,” Derrik replied.
    Apollo crossed his arms on his chest and inquired, “ Our Ilsa?”
    “Me and the men. Maddie is our Ilsa. We called her madam out of respect and because it was too difficult to call her Ilsa remembering the one before her. Through that, she became Maddie.”
    This intimacy, this shared history, no matter how recent, struck Apollo in his gut and the poison again started to rise in his throat.
    He didn’t have time for this discussion or these feelings. He needed to end both right now, get to Ilsa, speak with her, get her to Karsvall and get on his way.
    “You speak of my wife so you knew my response before you made your pronouncement,” he declared. “You’ll not take her. She isn’t yours to have. She’s mine.”
    “She isn’t. She’s Maddie. And she’s free to do what she wishes with whom she wishes it,” Derrik returned.
    His meaning clear, it was another blow and more poison choked him.
    “Careful, brother,” Apollo whispered.
    “I understand you,” Derrik told him, his voice gentling. “I understand what you’re feeling.”
    “You have no bloody idea,” Apollo gritted.
    “I do,” Derrik retorted.
    “Then, if you did, you’d know, your closest friend, a brother of the horse if not of blood, walking into your study, telling you he’d take the woman who’s the spitting image of your dead wife to the Vale, to Fleuridia, to his bed, is beyond the pale. You could take her to the stars, you would still lie awake at night knowing I was lying awake at night tormented in the knowledge that she was pressed to your side. And you’d do that knowing in your gut that was the worst betrayal imaginable.”
    Apollo watched Derrik flinch but he didn’t back down.
    He bit off, “You can’t not want her and still have her, Lo.”
    “I can do whatever I gods damn want, Rik,” Apollo returned. “I paid for her to be here. She’s my wife. I’ll see to her and I’ll protect her.”
    “How? By doing the same thing that toad of a husband of hers did to her in the other world?” Derrik shot back. “But abusing her through neglect rather than with your fists?”
    His vision darkened and Apollo strode forward. Derrik prepared as he did so, bracing, ready for a