tonight had torn down walls around his heart and he was overwhelmed with feelings he had always tried to hide from. She cradled his face in her hands and pressed her lips to his. There was no finesse in his taking her this time. He ripped his clothes off and covered her. She welcomed him as he thrust into her. She wasn't totally ready for his entrance but she dealt with it. Adam was too far gone in his fear and pain to notice her discomfort. She was willing to suffer if he would feel better in the end. It was only a few minutes before he came violently. She held him in her arms and stroked his back as shudders racked his body. * * * * Shutting his eyes, Adam pulled away from her. He couldn't believe he had taken her like that. Where had his legendary prowess as a lover gone? He remembered how frantic he had felt while Celeste had cried. The fear that she would decide to leave him had caused the little boy inside him to panic. He had needed to tie her to him in some way, so he picked the most primitive way he could. He'd claimed her with his body. Now if he could only be satisfied that she really did love him. He brushed her hair from her face. "I'm sorry, angel. I shouldn't have been so rough with you." Celeste smiled up at him. "It's all right. You have to believe me when I tell you that I don't plan on leaving you. I'll be beside you for as long as you're alive." "What if I'm like my father? What if I make you leave?" Adam's heart filled with anguish. Celeste laughed softly. "Darling, I've already had the worst thing happen to me that could possibly happen. I'm not trying to belittle you, but your anger and violence couldn't compare to His. You would never be violent with me anyway. It isn't in you to hurt someone you love." "I have hurt people. Don't make me out to be some kind of Robin Hood. I don't rob the rich and give to the poor. Sometimes I rob both the rich and the poor." For the first time Adam felt a twinge of guilt when he thought about his past. "You would never look good in green tights." Celeste shrugged. "You did what you had to do to survive. I don't blame you for it. The streets are a jungle and it's kill or be killed sometimes. People who live in nice houses, drive nice cars and have nice lives can't relate and so they judge you. I've been down about as low as an angel can go, but I've managed to make it and so have you. Now that we have each other, we'll learn how to change together." "Even if I change, the money we live on will have come from hurting others." "I've lived for centuries, Adam. I have money. We could give all of yours away and still be well off. Don't over think things. We have to capture Tomas first and then we can worry about how we're going to live." Her hands slid down Adam's back and cupped his ass. "Right now, I think we can figure out how to find a small piece of heaven." Adam laughed as he moved his hips. His cock had gotten hard again while they talked. It seemed Celeste's body just naturally turned him on. He didn't think he would need Viagra twenty years from now to make him want her. * * * * Celeste , Tomas' voice echoed in her mind. Her body was wrapped in Adam's arms, but she traveled to a quiet place in her dreams. What do you want, Tomas? The fallen was standing in front of her. His long blonde hair was dirty and his black eyes were crazed. The centuries had been hard on him. The madness shone in him, but hidden deep within was a small amount of weariness. Celeste had the feeling that Tomas wanted out of his life and punishment. He laughed. The list is truly endless, but at the top would be peace. I'm tired, Celeste. Too many years living on this hellhole without any hope of change. There have been too many nights with dreams of a place I'll never go back to. Celeste felt a touch of sympathy for Tomas. The fallen that turned evil tended to be the ones who suffered the loss of Heaven the most. They were the ones who wanted mortals to suffer along with them.