fabulous view of the Essex marshes. Ken told me.â
Matt doesnât get it.
âGazz is really unhappy,â I say. âEven unhappier than he would be if he was in prison with Terrineâs brother.â
Matt looks puzzled.
That didnât come out right.
âListen, Bridie,â says Matt. âIf youâre homesick and you want to go home, thatâs OK. Weâll tell Uncle Cliff. Heâll take you.â
I stare at him, shocked.
âNo way,â I say. âMy place is with you.â
âIâll be fine,â says Matt. âBut I think youâll be better off at home.â
âIâm not leaving you,â I say. âIâm your manager.â
Matt gives me a sad smile. Then his face goes serious and determined again.
âNot any more,â he says quietly. âYouâre fired.â
âMrs Jarvis,â I say, as soon as Matt and Uncle Cliff have left for training. âIs there somewhere near here to have a fun kick-around?â
Mrs Jarvis wipes her hands on a tea towel and looks at me.
âA fun kick-around?â she says. âThose boys at the academy wouldnât know a fun kick-around if it was going on in their own undies. For most of those lads, football has been the deadly serious centre of their universe since they were four.â
âI donât mean at the academy,â I say. âI mean somewhere else. A council estate, say.â
Mrs Jarvis looks at me thoughtfully.
âI hope Matt knows how lucky he is to have you as his manager,â she says.
âIâm not his manager any more,â I say. âJust his sister.â
Mrs Jarvis nods slowly.
I wish sheâd answer my question. Iâm feeling so guilty about what Iâm planning to do I just want to get on and do it. Mum and Dad are really excited and proud about whatâs happening to Matt, and I hate spoiling it for them.
But I have to.
âYouâre not going to give up, are you?â says Mrs Jarvis. âYouâre not going to rest until you find football being played as football should be played, so Matt can rediscover the joyful spirit of the beautiful game.â
I look at her.
âAnd then when he remembers what heâs lost,â says Mrs Jarvis, âmaybe heâll have another think about whether he wants to be here.â
Sheâs incredible. I havenât said anything about this. Perhaps the younger sisters of other academy trainees have tried to save their brothersâ gentle loving hearts too.
âYouâre right,â I say. âIâm not giving up, and all the rest of what you just said.â
âIn which case,â says Mrs Jarvis, reaching for her coat, âIâd better show you where the council estate is.â
The council estate isnât far.
As me and Mrs Jarvis walk into it, I look around, a bit fascinated.
Iâve never seen anywhere like it. There are heaps and heaps of houses, all the same and all with sort of grey pebbles stuck to them.
In the middle of the houses is a patch of waste ground almost exactly the same size as our pitch at home.
Perfect.
âIâll leave you here while I do some shopping,â says Mrs Jarvis.
I stare at her, surprised.
âYouâll be better off exploring on your own,â she says. âSometimes grown-ups get in the way.â
I nod gratefully. I really hope Mum gets to meet Mrs Jarvis one day. You can learn really important things from wise landladies.
âHave fun,â says Mrs Jarvis, tucking my scarf into my ski parka and giving me a smile.
She heads off.
The waste ground is deserted. The local kids must still be in school.
Doesnât matter. I can see a lot of soccer is played here because there are two goals made from old plastic buckets and most of the grass is gone.
I walk slowly towards the middle of the pitch, imagining all the fun that happens here. And, even better, imagining Matt in the thick
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