course he does, so do the boys. I just threaten that I'll make them cook dinner and then they always stop complaining." Connie laughed but it wasn't wholeheartedly. "What's wrong?" "You've always known me too well. I swear you can read my every thoughts." "Yeah well you're like a sister to me. I mean, until you met Rick we were inseparable. Debbie was so jealous like little sisters always are. How is she doing?" Lindsey thanked the cook as she set down plates of spaghetti before them and two glasses of ice-cold water. "Not so good. Her marriage is in pieces. But that's not why I'm here." Connie sighed. "I wanted to talk to you because I'm concerned about Marcus." Lindsey dropped her fork to her plate and started to stand up before Connie caught her arm. "Lindsey wait. Please. This is important." Connie didn't release her arm until she returned to her seat. "I really don't want to talk about Marcus right now, okay?" She toyed with her food for a bit but couldn't bring herself to take a bite. "I know this isn't what you want to hear right now, but its something you need to know." Connie took Lindsey's free hand in hers and gave it a squeeze. "After you left there was an incident. Marcus drove Mercury into town in the middle of the day and unloaded him near the police station. He shot him in the middle of the street." "Why are you telling me this? Don't you think I've had enough torment in my life? What, do you think you can just bring this all back up and I'll be fine and dandy? That I don't still cry myself to sleep at night thinking about what happened?" Lindsey could feel the tears welling in her eyes as her anger grew and she tried as hard as she could to contain both. "I swear to you that if you didn't need to know this I wouldn't be talking to you right now." Connie squeezed her hand tightly. "I know how much she meant to him…" Connie paused as Lindsey wiped at her eyes. "After he shot Mercury he turned the gun on himself. All the people in town who saw what happened that day were positive he had one more round in the barrel of that shotgun. When he pulled the trigger it was empty." Lindsey drew in a shaky breath and let it out as slowly as she possibly could. She could hear each beat of her heart inside her chest as it maintained its slow rhythmic thumping. Her throat seemed to close up, and her tongue stuck to her mouth. She couldn't bring herself to respond, only stare blankly at Connie's worried face. "Brenda was new in town. She runs a family-counseling clinic just down the street from the police office. She saw everything. Tim Gentner and the boys at the station arrested him. From what Brenda's told me, Tim asked her to come talk to him later that same evening. Marcus showed up at her clinic the next morning, and every morning after that for nearly a year. They started seeing each after she stopped counseling him." Connie dropped hold of Lindsey's hand and reached for her coat.
"Oh god Connie. I didn't know. I never would have left if I'd have known." Tears were pouring freely down her face now. "I know you wouldn't have. Everyone in town who knew you well knows you wouldn't have either. Only now you're back and you brought his son with you. I'm afraid for him Lindsey. I'm afraid of what will happen if you decide to leave again. I'm afraid that now he won't propose to Brenda like he's been meaning to. And I'm afraid that I don't know what's going to come out of this, but you had to know." She pulled her coat on, paid the woman at the counter with a nod of thanks and left Lindsey to their cooling plates of food without another word.
Marcus swung off of Rusty, let his reins drop to the ground, and raced for the phone in the barn. "Hello?" There was no answer. Marcus swore and hung up the phone with a huff. He needed to finally give into temptation and buy a cell phone. Rusty was pulling at the grass when he turned back to collect the gelding's reins. The huge gelding gave Marcus an annoyed huff as