âAinât peeped you in a while.â In his gray pinstripe and gators, he seemed smaller than Eugene remembered, not at all fat, barely even stocky. He gave Eugene the Trey handshake and took him in his arms.
It was like a reflex. It made Eugene feel like he was lying, like he was being spied on. He could feel the steel under one of Fatsâs arms.
âLongâs it been,â Fats asked, âlike two years and shit.â
Nineteen months, eight days.
âToo long,â Eugene agreed.
âSerious,â Leon said. âI coulnât believe you got rolled up like that.â
âHeard you was working,â Smooth said.
âSâright,â Eugene said. âYou know, sâone of the conditions.â It was strange; ten seconds with them and he was back on the corner talking shit like nothing happened, like he hadnât been avoiding them. He noticed he was easing into his old homeboy slouch and straightened up.
âHowâs Chris doinâ?â Fats asked. âYou know weâre all sorry about that.â
âThat shit was hectic,â Leon said.
âHeâs all right, heâs just layinâ up.â
An older couple came hobbling across the street, and Smooth went over to help them with the curb. Trash blew around the parked carsâsheets of newspaper, fast-food wrappersâand Eugene wanted to run and catch it, start cleaning up the whole city. Nene. He couldnât believe it.
âSo whatâs up with all this?â he asked.
They looked to Fats.
âShitâs fucked up,â Fats said. âYou know I got mad love for Nene, but he was just gettinâ outta hand.â
âStraight cluckhead,â Leon said. âBoy was gone.â
âAll the way lost,â Fats said. âYou know he was slanginâ the shit. Afterwhile I guess it just got good to him. You weregone, he started smokinâ up all his product. Got so he was stealinâ shit from his Granmoms.â
âDude was wired up nonstop,â Smooth said. âCrazy as a bag of angel dust.â
âHe was into his people for some green, so he started rippinâ people off, sellinâ nem wax, inside of Lemonheads, whatever. He got in a beef with this dude from B-Moâs crew and went for the steel.â
âThrew it right up in his face,â Smooth said.
It was an old story, and Eugene didnât need to hear the rest of it. In group, they did situations where someone pulled a gat. You were supposed to come up with a peaceful solution. The class went around and around, arguing over whether you had to use it once it was out. Darrin, their leader, wanted them to say no, but they all knew the answer was yes. Nene didnât, so someone else did, cold smoked his ass.
And they didnât need to tell Eugene what Nene had turned into; he knew. Every day on his way to work heâd see him on the corner of Moreland, riding his bike in little circles, crew of shorties running for him. Stone jitterbug. Didnât matter how cold it was. Sometimes he just stood there in the street, looking around and talking to himself, dancing, laughing at nothing like a crazy motherfucker. Pickup truck would slow down and heâd slide up to the window. âAny happânins here?â âYo, what you need, man?â Nine in the morning or half past midnight. Raining, snowing. Big old nutroll of dollars in his pocket, wearing the same holey old sweatpants all week, that stupid âfro half flat on one side cause he didnât remember to look in the mirror, maybe hadnât slept in a while. âElse you need, man? Got somecrazy-ass Indo, ainât no janky weed neither. Jim Jones too, only three of them left. What you want, I got it. Crazy ill sherm, that nice ice, some of that Karachi. Buddha, moonrock, whatever you need. You know itâs
all
good.â Eugene knew the smell of money on his palms, the way when you were fiending your
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