make you want to run away from it all?â
âThatâs where pride comes in, and stubbornness. The city is a challenge but itâs a challenge that doesnât care either way. If you go home, it wonât jeer, it just wonât notice. You can stay and work hard and make something of yourself and it still wonât notice. But you will know. I would have known that I had failed. So I stayed.â
âYou could have written,â I said. It was family legend that Masses had been held in the village church for my fatherâs soul. The family had assumed he was dead.
âThey thought I had died in Poona or on the way back.â
âWhy not on the way there?â
âBecause my examination results came in the post. I did well too.â
That must have fitted in nicely with the tragedy, I thought.
âWhen did you return?â
âWith my engineering degree.â
As the doctorâs practice declined, he began to invest more and more of his life into his compounderâs future.
âWe work in the ABC professions,â Dr da Gama Rosa said. âAyahs. Butlers. Cooks.â
âDoctors too,â said his compounder.
âDrunks, more likely,â said the Doctor. âIf you want to be someone else, you have to work ten times as hard because they see us as the boys in the band. But whatâs worse is that thatâs how we see ourselves. Do a little work, sing a song, drink yourself to death, go out with a funeral band and four children following the coffin.â
Once his assistant had begun to master the English newspapers, the doctor made him read a series of English classics borrowed from a public library that stood at the corner of Dhobi Talao. At first, Dr da Gama Rosa picked the books but eventually he started sending The Big Hoom.
âOne day, I happened to look over a young manâs shoulder and saw a cutaway drawing of a motor. I did not know what it was at the time but it looked fascinating. So I asked him what the book was and he flipped it over so I could see the cover. It was Coatesâ Manual for Engineers. I wanted to ask him more but he said he was studying for an exam, so please. I looked at the shelves and found another Coates. It was marked âfor reference onlyâ but Dr da Gama Rosa had told me how to get around that. Most of the time the labels were old so all you had to do was peel it off and get the book issued anyway.â
âWhat did the doctor say when you started reading Coates?â
âI think he was disappointed. I think he wanted me to become a doctor. When I was in the clinic, he would test me all the time. He would make me read temperatures and take blood pressure and ask me what I would prescribe.â
Which explained the almost impersonal kindness with which The Big Hoom treated us when we were ill.
âAnd so you got into the Victoria Regina Technical Institute?â
âOn the second attempt,â said The Big Hoom. âAnd three years later, with an engineering degree, I went home.â
The prodigal was not welcomed, even if he had made good.
âYour grandmother was a big woman for her time. She was nearly five foot ten and she could carry a head-load of firewood five kilometres to the Mapusa market, talking all the while.â
The news spread even before he got off the bus.
âBy the time I reached home, mother was waiting for me with a stick,â he smiled. âLater, I was told she had burst into tears at the news, then dried her eyes, killed three chickens, changed her sari and picked up the stick.â
âDid she beat you?â
âNo. Six years had passed. She remembered a boy of fifteen who would take his fatherâs shirts without permission. She hit me once or twice but there was no conviction in her. And I remember when she hit me, the village, standing behind, said âOhhhhhâ and then when she hit me the second time, they all said