year who blathered constantly about their comings and goings.
Mom crossed her arms and leaned up against the sink. About seven different expressions crossed her face. I watched her out of the corner of my eye as she opened and closed her mouth a couple times. She was clearly trying to decide if I had recently gone insane. She pretty much knew that the only thing that would get me up before eight on a summer morning would be a house fire. And like Twee said, recycling is not high on my list of things Iâm famous for.
âWell, I think thatâs great! You know how I feel about recycling.â She reached over and rubbed the small of my back. âIf youâre going to be so nice as to do the dishes and clean up the environment, at least let me pack you a lunch.â She pulled open the fridge and studied its interior. âTurkey and Cheddar, okay? Weâre out of Swiss.â
âWhatever,â I mumbled, shutting off the water.
âDid you and Aunt Liv have a good time?â she asked.
âGuess so. We dropped Miss Doodle off at the vet, and then we went to Galaxy Burger.â I paused, and then added, âAnd we talked about Dad.â
Mom got very busy inspecting the lettuce. She did this to me all the time now. The minute the subject of Dad came up, sheâd go mute. Lately, I kept throwing out his name just to prove my point to myself.
âMom, how come you wonât let Dad come home anymore?â
She whirled around, her cheeks bright. ââHow come I wonât let Dad come home anymore?ââ
Major mother stalling technique #3: repeat childâs question.
âHow come you wonât let Dad come home anymore?â I said louder, much louder.
She closed the fridge door very carefully, as if she didnât want to wake its contents. âDid Aunt Liv tell you that?â
âNo!â I said. âItâs what I think! Dad used to come home every month, and now he doesnât anymore. I know he still loves me and he still loves Jack, so it must have to do with you. Why do you always have to be so mad at him?â
Mom put her hands on my shoulders and gentlysteered me to the breakfast nook. It was an old booth weâd taken out of Nanaâs that Dad had set up in the kitchen. It was where we had most all our family meetings. âOkay, Macy, letâs talk,â she said, trying to be calm, but I could hear the hurt and anger riding the edge of her voice.
She drew a deep breath. âWhen youâre a little olderââ
âWhen Iâm a little older?â I interrupted, my voice sharp. âI still wonât understand why you donât love him anymore!â
âThis has nothing to do with anyoneâs love for another.â
âWell, what does it have to do with, then?â I felt breathless, like I was hiking where the air was too thin.
She gave me a long look. And then looked down and studied her hands a moment.
I hated that I was hurting her, but I couldnât seem to stop myself. âAre you going to di vorce him?â
She reached for my hands across the table, but I yanked them away and tucked them under my legs.
âWell, are you?â I pressed.
âYour dad,â she explained in a slow, quiet voice, like she was talking to someone who had an IQ of minus ten, âis working on a special project that is extremelyimportant, and whether you choose to believe it or not, he is not able to come home right now.â
âI am sick to death of hearing you say that!â I said, slapping a hand on the table, making the salt and pepper shakers jump. âDad would not miss spending my birthday with me unless there was something else going on. The only thing that has ever kept him away before was the war !â
Mom took my hand and covered it with soft hands. Her face, usually smooth, looked rumpled, like a T-shirt left sitting in the dryer too long.
âMacyââ she started.
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